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Day 18  gf woohooo

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My advice would be to close the gambling accounts. They will be a place to turn to at low points. Ban yourself please and put more barriers in place

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Coming on here and reading peoples posts gives me so much hope and motivation

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Hi monica

i read your posts from this thread and wow you have had quite a journey 

thank you you for sharing it with us and I found so much of what you wrote extremely helpFul

you are a strong woman and it gives me more hope now to stay gf today And the next

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Pie how are you ?

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Hi murr 

how are things with you?

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I reread you origina message and you wrote 

“ THIS IS DAY 1 For me im gonna login everyday to keep me motivated“

how are things for you Now since you realised you need extra support?

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Thanks murr. Waiting to retake the test around 20th of this month

How are things with you

I am back at work and feeling the fatigue. I’ll get a wage this months thank god .

If I am pregnant i need to get.my finances in order as we’d need to buy a house ASAP

For now I just want to sleep

No gambling for me!!!

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Thank you for your reply and sharing your experience 

i hope I am able to move forward as you have. 

ehat You said about the loss and paying the price for things that go wrong in life made sense to me and i Feel more comfortable imagining I lost the money on property , healthcare or a divorce rather than gambling.

I will definitely keep you posted about my journey

🙂

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Home now safe and sound . Baby sleeping in my arms.

Took a pregnancy test this morning and two lines. One faint…Could it be….

Will take another in a week or so.

It would be welcome news for us!

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I did not gamble yesterday and I will not gamble today

parting with plus 1k cash was hard yet £30000 online was easy. Ah the fog and lack of control!

I say never again !

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Well done for cancelling Miami. Focus on paying back the money borrowed and building your busines. 

Lets never look back murr

i found out yesterday that a close person to me was conned out of £4000 and then another £6000 of her inheritance by a man she though she could have a relationship with. The £6000 was borowed by her from the bank. She’s a single mother with two children, never had a lot of money and is on minimum wage. She is now in debt because she lent that money to somone who actually gambled it away .

At first I felt angry that she could just give a stranger £10,000 on hearing he was strugglin. He used the money on trading online!!!!

then I remembered the huge lack of care or reason I showed by gamnling. i felt so sick hearing that and thought about the huge amount of money I had wasted. I felt so sad for her and realised bad things can happen to anyOne.

It really hit home that enough really is enough for me. I am not looking back anymore. I am taking control now.

you are still young and your debt is less than a mortgage or student loan. Hold you head up high and never think that gambling is the answer to your problems 

your hard work and honesty to yourself is your solution 🙂

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This is my day 12. No gambling thoughts whilst here.

All I want now is to enjoy my family and go on holiday more often.

Roma tomorrow (past midnight so later today in fact)

Ciao

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no gambling thoughts Today I will shop and eat and not gamble

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Thanks RG

sorry to hear about your slip. You are taking your recI very seriously which is good to see and learn from 

we won’t give up 

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