Sorry I haven’t replied until now, I’ve been through a bad week, relapsed and have been gambling hard again, now I’m short for bills due to go out and haven’t got a penny to my name! Why I am I soo flipping stupid and naive to believe that if I just keep going keep putting another fiver on I can win, and as u put that fiver on you think u won’t miss it until it adds up and then ur left with nothing. Right now I feel like this will be me forever I just don’t feel like I’ve got control over it. They really should make gambling illegal or something because it is ruining people’s lives!! I don’t know where to turn now. I feel so stupid and very angry and upset with myself I let it take over again 🙁
