I have truly enjoyed reading your posts. I am really rooting for you! You are doing so well and seem to have your head screwed on right! Years ago I went through a program to quit smoking. It was called SmokEnders. They repeated ad nauseam “One Will Hurt.” “One Will Hurt ” I have always remembered that and it seems the same is true for gambling. Five years from now, one time could blow everything. I believe it has to be a lifelong commitment to never gambling again. I am truly happy for you and how I wish my husband had your strength. He seems to prefer gambling over a happy marriage. Keep up the good work, Jonny.