Hi Seanraj4731,
While the gambling felt like fun when I was winning, I’ve lost hours of sleep thinking about what could have been. I have to find a new hobby to get my mind off my losses and potential winnings, in order to stay positive. It’s just so weird, because even though on the $150, I still cashed out $4.5k, I still feel like a dummy for blowing through $30k in winnings in a few hours. Just goes to show how destructive this habit is- even when you win, you end up being upset. Looking forward to sharing my journey moving away from gambling.
Hi Prologx,
I totally agree. I got caught up in my crazy win streak, thinking it would go on forever, when I should have been focusing on my classes. From now on, I just have to stick to making money in a clean way through my jobs. I need to find a hobby to replace blackjack with!
Thank you for your kind words.