[lizbeth4]

My Daughter got a load and has other ones which will keep her busy this week! She’s on the road again!

[lizbeth4]

Your post came at a time when I really needed some positive and encouraging words! Life is still good! No gambling in my life! My youngest Daughter is struggling. Her truck broke down and she didn’t work for 5 days till she was able to get another truck. Now, she has been stuck for 3 days in another state waiting for another load. It’s hard to save for a car, ect. I’m praying that things change for her. She truly deserves all the best as she has come so far!!! But that’s life.
My Granddaughter is my world right now! She continues to thrive! I’m blessed to have this time with her. Everyday is full of fun and learning new things.
I’ve weathered all the turmoil that gambling has caused me and I have learned that life can be good! We may not always like what’s happening but I am truly blessed!!

[lizbeth4]

I’m still gamble free although I’ve had a few urges! I’m beginning to think that the urges will always pop up randomly. I have to learn how to deal with this.
On the home front everything is good. I had some more trees trimmed. By December, they will all be done. Tomorrow, the living room and hall carpets are being cleaned. I’ve finished 2 more items on my to do list! Only a few move left to do.
My Granddaughter is well and full of play! We go on daily walks and to the park. Life is good and fulfilling!!

[lizbeth4]

Still feeling a little down! I’m attributing some of it to lack of sleep. Paying the 1st half of my property taxes today. The only way this is possible is because I’m not GAMBLING!
My daily motivation is lacking. Part of me wants to just vegg but the other part tells me to keep going as I have a little girl counting on me! I’m not a giver upper so I keep propelling forward.

[lizbeth4]

All I can say is, WOW! First, concentrate on your health!! I can’t imagine waiting 2 1/2 years to see specialists. I hope you get all the tests AVAILABLE to see what’s going on.
I don’t know your laws there concerning past debts. They can get very aggressive here if they think you have any assets. I’ve had to settle with a few companies before it was brought t o court. I only did that because I would have incurred more fees and additional hits to my credit.
I’m happy to hear that GMA was able to be supportive and help you. The aftermath of gambling is awful. I’ve only been able to make progress digging out as I try to live on a very tight budget and my consolation company has helped a lot.
I’m praying that you can find some type of resolvement with the revenue. Don’t let this take you down! You’ve come too far !

[lizbeth4]

I’ve managed to stay gamble free although the urges have kept popping up! I’ve learned that most situations or events are temporary. I’m also learning not to act on impulse, to ride out my feelings. I’ve made too many goals to go backwards now!

[lizbeth4]

I’m sorry to hear that you’ve gambled! I get everything that you are saying to me. It’s still hard when a Grandchild is involved. My Daughter has no where to take her. This is her home. But I can keep the car date and other boundaries. Even though she’s made great strides, I don’t know if she will ever grow up!
I can’t let this be a excuse for GAMBLING!

[lizbeth4]

I am feeling low! I’ve had a financial setback. This has always led to gambling in the past but I’m not going that route. My Daughter isn’t progressing as expected financially. She now has a fiance, very quick courtship. I’m not sure where her money is going but I do want my car back on the date we agreed on. I can only help so much. I’m mentally drained! I’m trying to stay afloat and ride everything out.

[lizbeth4]

Great advice! I didn’t gamble. I had a hard time riding out the urges but I did think of the aftermath. My Daughter left today. I’ve been feeling a bit low! This too shall pass.

[lizbeth4]

I seriously have thought about gambling today! I think it’s because my Daughter is here so I have my car for a few days. Crazy! Right? I’m working through the urges. Staying strong!

[lizbeth4]

I would never think that you are a lost cause! When this addiction gets it’s ugly claws in you, it’s hard to escape. Yes, put more barriers in place. I’ve been reading about smart recovery because of i-did-it’ s posts. I really think that maybe that would be something to look into. It couldn’t hurt. Right?
Keep trying. You are so worth it!

[lizbeth4]

Don’t give up! Keep posting. For myself, something finally clicked. It took many times of slipping. It will happen for you. Keep envisioning how your life will be, gamble free! I felt stuck for a long time. I know it’s a awful feeling. Make little goals and rewards for yourself. You’re not alone!!!

[lizbeth4]

I’m also finding that my gambling urges and thoughts are coming less often and with less intensity. Although I am so grateful for that, I don’t ever let my guard down. It would be too easy to fall into that trap again!! I am cherishing all of the everyday things plus I’m not giving up on my dreams of traveling. I might need to revamp my trips but I know that I can find a happy medium in the end. Also, my expectations about others has changed. I was setting myself up for disappointment before. I can only live to my expectations!!!! A lot of the negative vibes I’ve experienced from mostly relatives I’ve been able to tune out and not be affected as in the past. My setting boundaries and following through skills have greatly improved. These are a few of the changes that have occurred in my life since I stopped gambling. All of which are positive. I’m so happy that there are positive results from years of self imposed misery!!

[lizbeth4]

I am still gamble free and enjoying life! The weather here has been so pleasant. We’ve been going to the park every evening. Pushing the stroller the 3 mile round trip and running and playing has been good exercise for me. And the fresh air has been good for my Granddaughter.
My Granddaughter is so ready for daycare. She plays well with the other kids at the park. And her language skills are advanced. I will have to wait till November when my Daughter returns my car.
My financial outlook keeps getting better since I’ve stopped gambling. Next year I will be able to finish my house projects. Yeah. Something I never thought possible.
I’m probably the happiest and most content that I’ve been in years.

[lizbeth4]

I was reading one of your previous posts. I am more honest with others now instead of taking bad behavior from others as I did in the past. A lot of things happen mentally when you stop gambling. Maybe I thought that I wasn’t worthy of being treated properly because of my gambling.
I hope you have continued GAMBLING free time. You are worth it!!

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