[lizbeth4]

Thank you for the post on my thread! You are doing great. Stay positive. I was so glad to read that your Wife is giving you another chance. Be there for your family. Gambling destroys everything! Stay strong!

[lizbeth4]

I was just posting on my thread when I saw your post. Thank you Vera for the kind words. I think of you and others here often also. I am truly grateful and feel so blessed that I have met such remarkable people here. I have used a lot of the valuable information and advice I’ve received here to implement changes in my life. This has not only helped my aspects on gambling but also on life!
Today, I’m finishing off my grocery shopping for Christmas. I’ve even managed to do some baking. My Granddaughter loved decorating cookies! I can’t believe that everything else is finished and that I can enjoy the holidays.
My Daughter will be here this evening. I will have a few days to relax a little. We will be taking her back to the city as I will be keeping my car. I’m thankful for my Mother and neighbors helping me out with getting groceries, ect…but I need my independence back. We will pick up and take my Daughter to work till she can purchase a decent car.
We have plans on driving around looking at the Christmas light displays and are going out to dinner for my birthday.
I know this may sound corny but I feel the happiest I’ve been in years. It feels good!

[lizbeth4]

I’m sorry to hear that you are not feeling well. As we are about the same age, I understand your concern about your health issues. I am just amazed by your fortitude and resilience. I hope things are better for you soon. Glad that you had some good news from the revenue. Aren’t Grandchildren the best? No matter what kind of day I am having, just to hear, I love you, makes your heart melt. Wishing you a merry Christmas!!!

[lizbeth4]

You can do It! We must accept what we can’t change. You know what to do to stay gamble free! I hope that you have a great Christmas. Be kind to yourself. I know that’s a hard one for me to do. Take care of yourself.

[lizbeth4]

I’m not gambling and I haven’t had strong urges lately! Although I’ve been under the weather, some kind of virus, We’ve made Christmas cookies and I have all of the presents bought and wrapped.
I remember the Christmases that I was scrambling at the last minute buying gifts, usually on credit and the stress as I was actively gambling!
Life is more simple and easy now! I’m forever grateful that I’m living the life that I deserve!

[lizbeth4]

Thank you all for your wise words. I’m still gamble free!!! The thoughts about the consquences of gambling keeps stopping me from gambling. Also, I’m very busy with my Granddaughter. She is almost fully potty trained. She’ll be ready for part time preschool once she turns 3 years old.
We’ve decorated our Christmas tree. Next week we will make some cookies and I will make some pumpkin bread. I’m really enjoying the Christmas season. Maybe it’s because I have a little one here to share it with.
I’ve kept on my Christmas budget and managed to put a little into my savings. This will help the next 1 1/2 months till my SS kicks in!
Life is a lot less stressful when you’re not GAMBLING!

[lizbeth4]

I’ve had a few gambling thoughts. I’m not acting upon them as I finally realize the final consquences aren’t worth it!! My life is far from perfect but it’s pretty good. Relish the little things as they become the cherished memories! Life is short.

[lizbeth4]

I’m still gamble free!! Although life isn’t perfect, I’m now able to deal with things more clearly and accept the bumps in the road without escaping into gambling! It’s such a great feeling!
There is life without gambling! As the holidays are approaching, I’m planning fun activities for my family especially for the Grandkids! No turning back now! It’s not worth it!

[lizbeth4]

My Daughter was diagnosed with something that can be treated with medication. She needs to follow a healthier diet, ect… She’ll have to find a way to incorporate this into her hectic job situation.
Again, during the mist of this, a family member started chaos and issues. Nothing new for me, right? I’d had enough and told her to stop messaging me and to stay out of my business! She apologized and stopped! I’m totally done with the negativity and B.S.
Life is too short!

[lizbeth4]

My Daughter stayed for 3 days and hit the road again. She is working in state and will receive her test results via phone today. She has found some pain relief from over the counter meds recommended by her Doctor. The Dr has ruled out some of the more devastating results of her symptoms. Now it is a waiting game for the final diagnosis.
I’m so happy that through all of this that I’ve been gamble free and present for my Daughter and Granddaughter.
We had a Pajama day before my Daughter left. We watched movies and ate snacks. We did nothing but hang out together and played with the little one. No worries just a peaceful day!
During this, my Mother tried to start issues with me . Basically, she was gossiping about something my oldest Daughter said to her but was putting her twisted thoughts into it. It was aimed at me and very hurtful. I squished it quickly. I don’t understand why others have to be so negative and try to bring others down! I have no time for It!
I want my world to be peaceful and happy. I just don’t have time for the negatively and meanness.

[lizbeth4]

Thanks RG for your caring post and for bringing me back up to the top. All the test results aren’t in yet for my youngest Daughter. The first diagnosis was ruled out after some testing. Thank goodness! But we are still on pins and needles waiting to see what’s wrong with her. I just keep praying. God has been so good to me. Monday, we will know more.
I have felt so stressed. I’m trying to take care of myself but I seem to have no time for myself. I’ve resorted to taking a antacid as my stomach is a mess.
I’m here and present. Not gambling. Trying to keep it together!

[lizbeth4]

Thank you RG for your kind and supportive words. My head is still spinning. I can feel the anxiety rising inside of myself. I have to remain calm so I can be supportive. I try to find the positives in times like this. I can be present for this person. She will need all the support she can get!

[lizbeth4]

I had some devastating news tonight concerning a loved one. I’ve cried, prayed and even had a glass of wine, although I rarely drink. I will be supportive and present for her.
The breakthrough and positive take from this is that I didn’t think about GAMBLING. That was always my fall back instead of dealing with my feelings. I’m really sad right now for what she is facing.

[lizbeth4]

Velvet, I couldn’t live the gambling life anymore. It was too exhasting mentally and physically. Life is more than that.
RG, I think of you often and I hope that you can find your peace. I know you can do this! I’m always in your corner.
I’m ready for more than surviving! I just need to stay my path and plans and I will see results. My traveling dreams are at my fingertips. I’m ready! No turning back!

[lizbeth4]

Still gamble free!!!! I’ve had a few urges but they didn’t last long. My Grandson was here for 3 days. We had a fun time! It made me realize how fast time flies as he is almost 14 years old. My goal is still to be debt free by the end of 2020! I’m compiling a list of places I will be traveling to. And I’m planning and bringing together my dreams! So exciting!
I know that gambling will only destroy my dreams! I have nothing to complain about. I will get through the 2months while I transition to SS! Ive been through worse. Every problem has a solution.

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