[lizbeth4]

So, I did receive my new laptop! Love it! My other one was about 7 years old. I did my taxes and I owe quite a lot. I am going to get it done with the same tax company I used last year. Maybe they can find some more deductions. Anyways, I am not going to fret about it. I will have to make arrangements with IRS! My friend’s Husband made me a potting table. It will come in handy this spring when I am planting flowers. It looks good in my backyard. Anyways, I am tired so I am signing off for now. Nighty-night.

[lizbeth4]

Thanks Vera for your post. I stayed out of the casinos this weekend. My Sister is leaving today. It was a okay weekend. My Sister is full of herself and sometimes very rude. I gave it right back to her. She finally stopped. I am watching my Mom’s neighbors dog. Very cute. Weighs about 6 lbs. My Mom has a dog also and the two dogs don’t get along. The woman’s Mom is having her leg aputated due to cancer. They are in the city for some time. It gives me something to do. I am waiting for my new laptop. It is supposed to be here sometime today. Anyways, I hope everyone had a Happy Valentines Day!!

[lizbeth4]

The gambling urges have been rearing it’s ugly head! Money is tight and I won’t give in. I have to stay on my path! My friend’s Husband was back today. He replaced the wood trim in front of my house and is putting galvanized flashing over it so the weather won’t ruin it again. He is coming back tomorrow to finish the job. It has only cost me $51 dollars for materials for both jobs. I am very grateful. Within the next 3 months, I am going to find a handyman to repaint all the trim on my house. I would need to get on a very tall ladder to reach the peak area and I don’t like ladders! I might have him replace a vanity top/sink in my main bathroom also. I feel good seeing the little fixes on my home. The weather here is beautiful. I made it to the gym all week. I plan on going tomorrow. My Sister is coming up for the weekend. She and my Mom are going to the casino. I was invitied but have said no! Bills have to be paid and I need money for my trip to the city later this month. I won’t put myself in a bad money situation again. I need to learn from my mistakes. One day at a time!

[lizbeth4]

I broke down today and bought a new laptop. I will get it delivered on Monday. Although I have been tight with my money, I felt like having a laptop was essential for me. It keeps me busy and out of trouble, casino. It is a nice, warm day here. I went to the gym early this morning and washed my car this afternoon. I’m home now just relaxing. Life is good!

[lizbeth4]

Hi FG, I am in the same boat. I am trying to pay down about $12,000 of debt. In my head I know that it is the right thing to do but part of me gets bored and says why not gamble? I am trying to work through it also. Reading your posts help me to stay strong and focused! I am here to support you also. Keep going!

[lizbeth4]

FG, I am happy that you didn’t gamble. I am alright! No gambling! I have been busy with friends. Always good! Keep sharing as it helps me to refrain from gambling.

[lizbeth4]

Thanks FG for your post! I am alright. I haven’t gambled! I spent last weekend with my friend and celebrated her retirement. I had a nice time! Yesterday I went on a road trip with my new friend and her husband. Nice couple! We had lunch in a small town at a old historic hotel. The food was good as well as the company. I mentioned replacing some wood trim on my house and they showed up this afternoon and replaced it. I was surprised! They would only take money for the wood. I am so appreciative. He is coming back this week to finish. My money is tight right now as I had some issues with the house my Daughter is buying from me, things that need attending to. Always something! I usually get depressed about “bad surprises”, but I am trying not to. Tomorrow is another day!

[lizbeth4]

Thanks Vera, FG, and Maverick for your posts. My Funk wasn’t completely due to my gambling. I have just been feeling low lately. It will pass. I have gone to the gym every morning. This afternoon I will get my hair cut and brows waxed! I will make a appointment to get my taxes done next month. Hoping to get some money back this time! Need to make a few small home repairs in the spring/summer. I am looking forward to spending time with my friend in the city this weekend. I have plans every weekend this month and have my small road trip planned for when I return from the city. I have thought about gambling but haven’t! My money this month is tight. I have money for my monthly expenses and for my lesiure expenses, lunches and dinners out with friends. I am refraining from using any credit cards. That debt has to be paid off in 24 months so I can free up some money for savings. See, I do have a plan!

[lizbeth4]

Thanks FG for your post. I have moved forward. I did re-access my boundaries and have made a few changes to stay gamble free. I am determined not to gamble again! Today has been a off day for me. I did go to the gym in 14 degree weather. BRRRRR I did some grocery shopping and decided to tackle my taxes. The computer tax software I bought won’t work in my computer as it as a older version of windows on it. I tried all the troubleshooting hints and it is not going to work. Oh well, I will get them done again. Thought I would save some money but no! I am going to the city this weekend to celebrate a friend’s retirement. The day after I get home, the couple I met recently and I are going on a day trip about 2 hours north of here. It will be fun! I just feel in a funk today. No gambling urges.

[lizbeth4]

I gambled today. I lost $90. I didnt have my debit or credit cards on me or it would have been worse. I am very dissappointed in myself. Time to pick myself up and continue on. No wallowing! I can’t change what has been done. I need to learn from this. Tomorrow is a new day!

[lizbeth4]

Gambling thoughts were in my head this morning when I woke. Probably because I was just paid. I went over ny budget, reality check! NO Gambling!

[lizbeth4]

Sometimes when I want to give up, I think about all that I have. Not just material things. My health, family and friends. It helps me to put things into perspective and to be grateful. There are many people who have far less and are all alone. Many people are persecuted and abandoned for their beliefs. Everyone deserves love and respect. Be kind. You never know how much it can mean to someone.

[lizbeth4]

Hi Jrb, Glad that you came back and posted. Sometimes that is the hardest part. We CG’s are always chasing our losses looking for our next win. Only to loose again! It is a never ending pattern. Are you putting barriers in place? Don’t give up!!! Communication is everything. Stay strong.

[lizbeth4]

One day at a time!

[lizbeth4]

Thank you all for your posts! I haven’t gambled. I have put barriers in place. No GA meetings here in this small town. I have worked out all week and have projects at home to focus on. I need to keep on my path and everything will be okay.

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