[KSAB]

4i haven’t even thought about gambling today which was great but probably down to a 13 hour working day. By the end of today I was drained, and decided not to get bored as I wait around to go to bed so decided to study for a few hours.

I’m looking forward to the support group tomorrow night so I’m able to learn more on the battles. It feels good at the moment. The wife and I are already starting to see the difference in our relationship due to nothing actually coming out of my bank.

I am however not looking forward to the tough times, the boredom which may follow but I’m fully preparing myself.

[KSAB]

So I made the decision to start looking at online studying again and it was good, I seem interested and it took my mind off things.

I can’t lie at times today I was having a cig, looking at the football fixtures and had the urge but thankfully I made a quick phone call to my wife, even though it only lasted a few minutes. It took my mind off it.

Another day done another roller saved.

[KSAB]

Thanks for the support guys.

I made the decision so I’m going to overcome the boredom and start studying again. Try and gain some much needed qualifications and it will also help distract any urges. I’m hoping.

[KSAB]

Yeah, Mark. I would give GA a go if I wasn’t working away from home. I’ll be attending online support on a daily basis as it’s my only option. Unfortunately.

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