hi guys, thanks for the support. I really do appreciate it and it really helps me if I can open up about things on here. I used to hide my addiction from everybody for years and even from myself to an extent. before I relapsed I opened up to all my friends about everything. In a way it felt like a huge weight had been lifted off my back and they are really supportive. I suppose I also felt pretty embarrassed about the whole thing but this only gave me more determination to stop. i know that at the moment it is going to be a day by day job but with the help of you guys and the people around me I know i can stop.
