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26 November 2017 at 1:09 pm in reply to: Måndag 26 juli 20.00 – 21.00 (BST) Kan en CG någonsin bli en kontrollerad spelare? #109875kinParticipant
Kan en CG någonsin bli en kontrollerad spelare? Nej. Vilken personlig uppfattning har du om detta? Efter 12 år i återhämtning var jag övertygad om att jag fortfarande är en CG, jag når alltid en punkt att jag inte kunde stanna eller gå därifrån, någon gång tidigare, någon gång senare. Har du någonsin försökt, i så fall vad blev resultatet? Ja, många gånger, att tappa självkontrollen i spel händer mig varje gång, någon gång tidigare någon gång många månader senare är slutet alltid detsamma. Känner du till någon som har lyckats med detta? Nej
26 November 2017 at 1:09 pm in reply to: Senin 26 Juli 20.00 – 21.00(BST) Bisakah CG Menjadi Penjudi Terkendali? #119806kinParticipantBisakah CG menjadi penjudi yang terkontrol? Tidak. Keyakinan pribadi apa yang Anda pegang tentang hal ini? Setelah 12 tahun dalam pemulihan, saya yakin saya masih seorang CG, saya selalu mencapai titik bahwa saya tidak bisa berhenti atau pergi, kadang lebih cepat, kadang nanti. Udah pernah coba, kalo udah gimana hasilnya? Ya, berkali-kali, kehilangan kendali diri dalam perjudian terjadi pada saya setiap saat, kadang cepat kadang berbulan-bulan, akhirnya selalu sama. Apakah Anda tahu siapa saja yang telah berhasil mencapai ini? Tidak
26 November 2017 at 1:09 pm in reply to: Thứ Hai ngày 26 tháng 7 20.00 – 21.00 (BST) Liệu một CG có thể trở thành một tay cờ bạc bị kiểm soát không? #120215kinParticipantMột CG có thể trở thành một con bạc bị kiểm soát không? Không. Bạn tin tưởng cá nhân nào về điều này? Sau 12 năm hồi phục, tôi tin rằng tôi vẫn là một CG, tôi luôn đạt đến điểm mà tôi không thể dừng lại hoặc bỏ đi, đôi khi sớm hơn, đôi khi muộn hơn. Bạn đã bao giờ thử chưa, nếu có thì kết quả như thế nào? Vâng, rất nhiều lần, sự mất kiểm soát trong cờ bạc xảy ra với tôi, có khi sớm, có khi nhiều tháng sau, kết cục luôn giống nhau. Bạn có biết ai đã thành công trong việc này không? Không
26 November 2017 at 1:09 pm in reply to: Montag, 26. Juli 20.00 – 21.00 (BST) Kann ein CG jemals ein kontrollierter Spieler werden? #133094kinParticipantKann ein CG jemals ein kontrollierter Spieler werden? Nein. Welche persönlichen Überzeugungen haben Sie dazu? Nach 12 Jahren in der Genesung war ich überzeugt, dass ich immer noch ein CG bin, ich erreiche immer einen Punkt, an dem ich nicht mehr aufhören oder weggehen konnte, irgendwann früher, irgendwann später. Haben Sie es schon einmal versucht, wenn ja, was war das Ergebnis? Ja, oft passiert mir der Verlust der Selbstkontrolle beim Glücksspiel jedes Mal, irgendwann früher, manchmal viele Monate später, das Ende ist immer das gleiche. Kennen Sie jemanden, dem dies erfolgreich gelungen ist? Nein
26 November 2017 at 1:09 pm in reply to: Július 26., hétfő, 20.00 – 21.00 (BST) Válhat -e valaha egy CG ellenőrzött szerencsejátékosnak? #109634kinParticipantLehet -e valaha egy CG -ből ellenőrzött szerencsejátékos? Milyen személyes meggyőződései vannak ezzel kapcsolatban? A 12 éves gyógyulás után meg voltam győződve arról, hogy még mindig CG vagyok, mindig elérek egy pontot, hogy nem tudok megállni vagy elmenni, valamikor előbb, valamikor később. Próbálta már, ha igen, mi lett az eredmény? Igen, sokszor előfordul velem az önuralom elvesztése a szerencsejátékokban, valamikor hamarabb, sok hónappal később, a vége mindig ugyanaz. Ismersz valakit, aki sikeresen elérte ezt? Nem
26 November 2017 at 1:09 pm in reply to: Pirmdien, 26. jūlijā, 20.00 – 21.00 (BST) Vai CG var kļūt par kontrolētu spēlētāju? #129831kinParticipantVai CG var kļūt par kontrolētu spēlētāju? Nē. Kādi personiski uzskati jums ir par to? Pēc 12 gadu atveseļošanās es biju pārliecināts, ka joprojām esmu CG, es vienmēr sasniedzu punktu, kurā es nevarēju apstāties vai aiziet, kaut kad ātrāk, vēlāk. Vai esat kādreiz mēģinājis, ja tā, kāds bija rezultāts? Jā, daudzas reizes, zaudējot savaldību azartspēlēs, man gadās katru reizi, kādreiz ātrāk, pēc daudziem mēnešiem, beigas vienmēr ir vienas. Vai jūs zināt kādu, kurš to ir veiksmīgi sasniedzis? Nē
26 November 2017 at 1:09 pm in reply to: Segunda-feira, 26 de julho, das 20h00 às 21h00 (BST) Um CG pode se tornar um jogador controlado? #132086kinParticipantUm CG pode se tornar um jogador controlado? Não. Que convicções pessoais você tem sobre isso? Após 12 anos de recuperação, eu estava convencido de que ainda sou um CG, sempre chego a um ponto que não conseguia parar ou ir embora, algum tempo antes, algum tempo depois. Você já tentou, em caso afirmativo, qual foi o resultado? Sim, muitas vezes, perder o autocontrole no jogo acontece comigo todas as vezes, em algum momento antes, muitos meses depois, o final é sempre o mesmo. Você conhece alguém que conseguiu isso com sucesso? Não
26 November 2017 at 1:09 pm in reply to: Понедельник, 26 июля, 20.00 – 21.00 (BST) Может ли компьютерная графика когда-либо стать контролируемым игроком? #113459kinParticipantМожет ли компьютерная графика когда-либо стать контролируемым игроком? Нет. Каких личных убеждений вы придерживаетесь по этому поводу? После 12 лет выздоровления я был убежден, что все еще являюсь компьютерной графикой, я всегда доходил до точки, когда не мог остановиться или уйти, когда-то раньше, когда-то позже. Вы когда-нибудь пробовали, если да, то каков был результат? Да, много раз потеря самоконтроля в азартных играх случается со мной каждый раз, когда-то раньше, когда-то много месяцев спустя, финал всегда один и тот же. Вы знаете кого-нибудь, кому это удалось? Нет
26 November 2017 at 1:09 pm in reply to: پیر 26 جولائی 20.00 – 21.00 (BST) کیا سی جی کبھی کنٹرولڈ جواری بن سکتا ہے؟ #126230kinParticipantکیا سی جی کبھی کنٹرولڈ جواری بن سکتا ہے؟ نہیں آپ اس بارے میں کیا ذاتی عقائد رکھتے ہیں؟ 12 سال کی صحت یابی کے بعد ، میں نے یقین کرلیا کہ میں اب بھی سی جی ہوں ، میں ہمیشہ اس مقام تک پہنچتا ہوں کہ میں نہ تو رک سکتا ہوں اور نہ ہی چل سکتا ہوں ، کچھ دیر بعد ، کچھ دیر بعد۔ کیا آپ نے کبھی کوشش کی ہے ، اگر ایسا ہے تو اس کا نتیجہ کیا نکلا؟ جی ہاں ، کئی بار ، جوئے میں خود پر قابو پانا میرے ساتھ ہر بار ہوتا ہے ، کبھی کبھی جلد کبھی کبھی کئی مہینوں بعد ، اختتام ہمیشہ ایک جیسا ہوتا ہے۔ کیا آپ کسی ایسے شخص کو جانتے ہیں جس نے کامیابی سے یہ کامیابی حاصل کی ہو؟ نہیں
26 November 2017 at 1:09 pm in reply to: Mandag den 26. juli 20.00 – 21.00 (BST) Kan en CG nogensinde blive en kontrolleret spiller? #126693kinParticipantKan en CG nogensinde blive en kontrolleret spiller? Nej. Hvilken personlig overbevisning har du om dette? Efter 12 år i bedring var jeg overbevist om, at jeg stadig er en CG, jeg når altid et punkt, at jeg ikke kunne stoppe eller gå væk, engang før, engang senere. Har du nogensinde prøvet, hvad var resultatet i så fald? Ja, mange gange mister jeg selvkontrollen i spil hver gang, engang før engang mange måneder senere er slutningen altid den samme. Kender du nogen, der med succes har opnået dette? Ingen
26 November 2017 at 1:09 pm in reply to: Mandag 26. juli 20.00 – 21.00 (BST) Kan en CG noen gang bli en kontrollert spiller? #99300kinParticipantKan en CG noen gang bli en kontrollert gambler? Nei. Hvilken personlig oppfatning har du om dette? Etter 12 år i bedring ble jeg overbevist om at jeg fortsatt er en CG, jeg når alltid et punkt at jeg ikke kunne stoppe eller gå bort, en gang før, en gang senere. Har du noen gang prøvd, i så fall hva ble utfallet? Ja, mange ganger mister jeg selvkontrollen i pengespill hver gang, en gang før noen ganger mange måneder senere er slutten alltid den samme. Vet du om noen som har lykkes med dette? Nei
26 November 2017 at 1:09 pm in reply to: Pondělí 26. července 20.00 – 21.00 (BST) Může se někdy CG stát ovládaným hazardním hráčem? #121940kinParticipantMůže se CG někdy stát kontrolovaným hazardním hráčem? Ne. Jaké osobní přesvědčení o tom máte? Po 12 letech zotavení jsem byl přesvědčen, že jsem stále CG, vždy dosáhnu bodu, že nemohu zastavit nebo odejít, někdy dříve, někdy později. Zkoušeli jste někdy, pokud ano, jaký byl výsledek? Ano, mnohokrát se mi ztráta sebeovládání v hazardu stane pokaždé, někdy dříve, někdy o mnoho měsíců později, konec je vždy stejný. Víte o někom, kdo toho úspěšně dosáhl? Ne
kinParticipantI cannot give what I do not have
kinParticipant2 incident send me back here to rebuild myself.
Both incident have one thing in common. Both new recovery person I reach out, (my location) have no second thought about putting me at risk. I felt that these people will have no second thought about pulling me underwater to save themselves. Their recovery was more important than mine. Their interest comes first. Recovery was selfish and about their survival.
First person was simply very toxic and negative. It felt like a burden after 10 months near this person. Second person have a habit of punishing others. I felt threaten and disappointed when it happens again after knowing this person for more than 6 years.
It was too much load for me. The day I took a break from them, I felt a new freedom and relieve. I don’t have to check on them, I can focus on my recovery and changing myself full time.
I need to build up myself again. I will return to face them again sometime in the future. I am not ready now, I cannot give what I do not have. I need some time to do personal healing.kinParticipantDear diary,
I remember where I was at last year and I look at where I am right now and what I need to do one day at a time.
What I learn this year will prepare me for next year.
I saw and realized that before every gamble or drink takes place, I have a chance not to gamble or drink, I can choose not to listen to what my head tell me and do something else.
I must not listen to what my head tell me, it is very convincing, it will justify that I. me , myself should come first before everything else. It has this cunning ability to mess up all the priorities in my life.
Gambling, money, drinking become my top priority because other thing like my God, my family, and my recovery lost their priority. When I gamble or drink. I become selfish, self-seeking and irresponsible.
This year was about facing one fear, facing my demon which was a job that brings out the worst in me. 8 months into the job, I saw traces of the old me when I act out in old ways.
Like David fighting Goliath, I will conquer this demon. Every day at work I need to take my moral inventory and work on my character defect, it was a daily battle but there are progress, I have learn to let God fight the battle for me and accept any outcome good or bad, top priority when I receive my salary now was contributing to the family…
I have not forgotten how to ride a bike. I have never forgotten how to drink or gamble. I am ready to change job if it did not work out.
I need to prepare a list of things for me to choose from when I need to made a decision to do something, anything I choose on the list, gambling, drinking, sex and food is not there.
It has been baby steps one day at a time.
Last year this time, my ex employer did not pay my salary on time and I made some very bad decisions. I used the wrong way to provide for my family and service my loan. It was a hard lesson. My priority was all wrong, doing wrong to find money to do the right thing is still wrong. I did what I wanted to do for the family and an elderly person and the rest of the year after that was payback time until I hit the bottom curve in recovery. I saw hope in a new lifestyle. -
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