[KierenWJCollins]

Hi Harry,

I will try that, sorry it has taken me so long to reply. I have not been feeling to great for the last few days. I will keep you informed as to whether it works or not.

Kind Regards

Kieren

[KierenWJCollins]

Hi John,

Thank you again I will download that and give it a try.

It is working but its very slowly but surely, I am hoping the GM Program works. I am looking forward to the day I get paid and not have to worry about any urges to blow it al.

Thank you for your replies I really do appreciate it

[KierenWJCollins]

I have reported my card lost today, the problem was that I knew the card numbers off by heart so I need a new one so I cant use it any more. I am exactly the same I would love to buy my own home and it makes me feel sick to my stomach to think the money I have wasted could have been descent deposit on a nice house 🙁

I will keep you informed how I get on butch, I have been strong enough today just about but I can feel the temptation creeping up on me as I talk about not doing it 🙁

[KierenWJCollins]

Hey John,

Yes John, I meant this site gamblingtherapy.org.uk I screen printed it and emailed it through to the page… I will run anti virus on my laptop thanks for that.

I am doing what other people have suggested on here and through GamCare I am on a waiting list to go to the Gordon moody association rehab in I think its Bromley I think it will help to see other peoples views on this to help me get a handle on it.

I really do want to beat this thing, I just cant help myself I wish I was stronger 🙁

[KierenWJCollins]

Hi Sad,

The last time I gambled unfortunately was yesterday 🙁 I feel so bad but I could not help it! The link was advertised on this webpage we are talking on now!

I have self excluded myself from all the pages I was registered to, I have also reported my bank card lost today and when my new one comes I have asked my Fiancée to take care of it and control my finances for me. I will have to have a look into the Gamblock for my laptop it sounds like I will benefit from it.

When you say you could never gamble like a non CG, what does CG mean? I was blowing around £400-£500 a month at one point I had some compensation for an injury to which I blew about £1800 in a matter of hours. I hated and still hate myself for what I do, I just cant wait to find the path to a better life once I have defeated this addiction.

Thank you for replying to my post it is much appreciated

[KierenWJCollins]

Hey Butch,

It has got to the point with me where I could destroy my debit card and never see it again but that would not help, I know the long card number, sort code account number security code on the back all off by heart. I have told a few family members and a couple of friends it still does not seem real to me or them! Its like I have am taking a backseat and watching this situation unfold in someone elses life. I feel a little bit better for admitting that I have a problem but it still feels like I have weight of the world on my shoulders… I was making up bills with my wages telling family that I had bills here there and everywhere I was spending about 400-500 a month I have cut that right down though I have only spent about 250 this month which I hate and it makes me feel sick to my core saying that out loud.

[KierenWJCollins]

Hi Butch,

Thank you for replying to my post. I am in the same boat as you I am working 72 Hours a week to try and keep myself busy, I do not enjoy doing it all the time, dont get me wrong I love the buzz (I hate the fact that I love it) I do not know what makes me go into the bookies and onto the online casinos I just cannot help myself. I have a long way to go but the path I believe is being laid before me with the help of this webpage and The Gordon Moody Association.

Thank you again, Speak soon.

[KierenWJCollins]

Hi Maverick,

Thank you for taking the time to reply to my post, it means alot. I have only gone a few hours since my last gambling session 🙁 I have taken a few steps to stop me from gambling which include self excursion from the webpages, have you noticed the adverts on this page? They are advertising online casinos etc!! It does not help when the temptation is in your face like that.

Once again thank you for your time it is much appreciated.

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