Hi, Jonny. I feel so sorry for your lost. As a gambler, I found that the most important rule is not chasing lost. That is the most dangerous thing. I didn’t believe that before. But it is true that when you feel bad, you are always unlucky.I tried and proved it so many times. I won some money to big bankroll for 5, 6 months, but I can lose those all in one single hour. What I suggest is to take a long break. According to you debt situation, you really need a long break away from gambling.
Hi Jonny. Thank you for your comment! Sorry about your lost. I read your post before and know you have the same problem. What I think is that you cannot play when you are not feeling good but it is hard to do it.
So what I suggest is to quit now, never too late.
Next time if I want to play, I will just bet small. I will only play when I feel OK.