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I’m in. It’s hard to believe its June already!!!!! Love K ***

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Miss P, thinking of you this morning, come on back. I can only assume you have gambled, you need GT right now. Don’t hide away, we are here for you ***

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Hi All,
Ive managed to charge my computer so im making the most of it……..
Work has been quiet, the weather has been terrible and im sure people cant be bothered coming out in the rain and wind and cold, cant say i blame them!
I spent yesterday at my friends university graduation.  She is now a paramedic and im so happy for her, we have been through many ups and downs during her studies, many times she was going to quit, thank goodness she didnt, she is going to be amazing…..
So this morning…..i went to yoga, first time ever. Not only that but it was Bikram Yoga.  This means that you are in a minimum 40c heated room as well as doing the yoga. I am the least flexible person i know.  Try as i might, i just cant touch those toes, let alone lay on my stomach, grab my feet and stretch up…….lol.   Not to mention the light headedness and giddyness from the heat…and it was HOT!  That unable to breathe heat.  It went for 90 minutes, we lasted the distance and i almost knocked people over to get out of that room!!!!  After an hour i felt brilliant so……we are going again tomorrow…lol.  I am either crazy or crazy!!!
I am happy to report that i have had no urges since my last posting.  As always, awareness up……
Thats me for now,
Take care, K xxxxxxxxxTo live, that would be a great adventure – Peter Pan

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Hiya B,
Hope you had a good day!!!!  Sorry I haven’t been around much, no computer, im being cheeky and using the work one as trying to post on my iphone is irritating as heck,.  You can only type so much then you cant see what your typing!!!
Anyways, love you as always,
K xxxxxxxxxxTo live, that would be a great adventure – Peter Pan

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Hi RG, I didn’t realise it had been so long, I’m ok, Mother’s Day today , spoilt rotten! I’ve been busy, computer on the kaput which doesn’t help! No urges lately, thankfully!! I’m looking after myself, losing weight, getting healthy, working towards the Fiji trip, I feel pretty good at the mo . Ill catch up on the threads soon, have a good week , love k. Xxxxxx

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Hi Vera, I’m so happy to see you started your thread. I hope to read more about ‘you ‘. In the years I have been here, and all the conversations we have had, I don’t think I truly know your story. I think it’s long overdue. Love K ******

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I am definitely in 🙂

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Thank you all for your lovely replies,
RG, I did hold on, with every fibre of my being…..of course the self exclusion ensured i could not enter, thankfully.  Im not sure how i would have fared otherwise!
Larry, sweet Larry, i swear you are a mind reader.  I did actually think of attending a meeting, i so much as looked up the times and of course there was one that night, i will explain however why i did not attend further down this post.  You are right,  i needed immediate support, and the frustration of this computer was not helping matters.
P, thank you.  i did manage to write a lengthy letter to a friend and poured my heart out on its pages.  I felt so much better afterwards, i feel so much better today in fact.
So, during my urge i did the one and only thing i could do…….i went to bed.  I slept for 3 hours.  I was so tired, i have been exhausted lately so the sleep did me the world of good.
Im feeling much more energized today, im still trying to work out what i need to do, but what i do know is that i will find it.  Eventually.
Thank you all again, you are my champions,
Love K xxxTo live, that would be a great adventure – Peter Pan

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I can only access the site from my phone. I’m struggling today. Really struggling. An urge that I haven’t felt for a long time, I feel lost, desperate and terribly lonely. I’m empty inside and have no idea what I need, let alone how to find it. K xxx

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Hi all,
Its been a long time between posts…………
Unfortunately my computer charger is playing up so im typing with one hand while the other is holding the charger in place as hard as i can !!!!!
Ive been good, busy. Lots happening but noyhing toooo dramatic, thankfully.
I really just wanted you to know i havent disappeared, ill pop on when i can, if my charger behaves!!!!
Take care my lovely friends……
K xxxxx To live, that would be a great adventure – Peter Pan

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I have thought of you often Kin, welcome back. *******

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LOL Sherrie,
I was referring to YOU as the momma!!!!!!!
Love K *****
 
 To live, that would be a great adventure – Peter Pan

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Hi dg and welcome,
Im sorry, your post seems to have slipped down the line and may have been missed. Im happy you have found this site, you can get a huge amount of support here and by using the helpline and chats it can be even more.
My first suggestion to you would be to put a blocker on your phone to ensure you cant access any gambling sites.  It can be a great barrier and an immediate one. 
Ihope to read more from you, keep reading and posting, it really does help.
K xxxTo live, that would be a great adventure – Peter Pan

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Hi Lizbeth,
My sister lost her husband in a tragic accident just over 2 years ago, one thing she said to me was that she would wait a year before making any major financial decisions.  I think its a good idea.  She has just returned from a 10week holiday around the world! 
As for the break in…..how disgusting!  What a terrible thing to have to deal with.  Im glad you can vent here.  You are a very special woman and have shown amazing strength.  I am sending you (as my very good friend Meg says…) love and light, it always made me feel better seeing those words, so im sure Meg wont mind if i share……
Love K xxxTo live, that would be a great adventure – Peter Pan

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Hi Sherrie,
Those little calves sound absolutely adorable….trust the male to be a mummys boy!!!! 
I suppose in a round about way your mum reminds you of that awful feeling of leaving the casino.  The poor thing, we know how it feels, i may not have a lot of excitement in my life, but i sure dont miss that feeling one little bit.
Ive just come home from my trip away,it was lovely and soooo relaxing, we spent a few hours every day lolling at the spa, absolutely magnificent!
Well, enjoy your day
Love K ***
 To live, that would be a great adventure – Peter Pan

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