I turn 61 tomorrow. At my end. Added up my losses this last couple of weeks. 170k unsecured credit card. Family doesn’t know. Went to treatment once. Had a year. Life got better. I’ve read the posts. My spiritual advisor told me the actual odds of recovery for some one like me. That pole along side the road is looking like my friend. Can’t sleep. Can’t eat.
I made it yesterday. Today I’m reaching out. Will read the posts. They told me before I’m only alone if I choose to be.
How to get hope?
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