Came clean to my family today. Decided my mom is gonna hold onto my debit card and I will only use my credit card for purchases so I do not have access to cash. Keep thinking about the amount of money I’ve lost and just feel a bit depressed about the whole situation.
Just have to think about the positives, like that I haven’t lost a house or lost my car or anything like that, but just have no spare money to do things I enjoy. My paychecks as of lately seem like they have gone to bills, then gambling until I’m broke and waiting till my next paycheck. It’s amazing how its taken me this long to really feel like gambling is a losing battle. I’ve never really had a win at all without losing it over the course of the next few weeks.
Luckily I have a job where I can work as much overtime as I want, so I just need to set financial goals and watch my savings grow again to buy a house eventually.
Thanks for any support that is given. Hoping I can stay strong and not do anything stupid.
