[Jordy94]

its good to know we’re not in this on our own my friend we will get through this one day at a time, keep strong my brother our money will grow back and we will have more as we learn to live with the minimum when we have lost so if we stop we will see the huge benefits!

[Jordy94]

Thankyou for your kind words I am trying to turn my negatives into positives i am now going to take all my money out when I get paid as I dont gamble with cash only when its in my bank as I don’t really appreciate it or associate it with being real money which I need to work on, I am feeling a lot more positive as today everyone was pleased to see me at work as it was a busy shift ane it’s nice when everyone is glad to see you like you’re saving them I even watched 2 football games at work without running to the toilet and placing money which is a start for me, ive realised gambling has ruined my love for football as I couldn’t enjoy  game knowing I had money on it but I enjoyed the games today because I didn’t have money on it so that’s a good step for me, I have no debts and all my bills are paid for the month and I put through all my holiday hours so my pay will be big this week so my balance will recover but I’m going to take it out in cash when I get paid as I don’t gamble with cash because I appreciate it 10x more when money is in its physical state, I am trying to keep occupied like right now i would usually be loosing £100 but I’m here replying to your beautiful words to keep me strong, I really appreciate it thankyou ❤️

[Jordy94]

Thankyou for your reply I haven’t gambled since I posted this which is very good for me, I have had depression for years which I’m on meds to keep me stable, I had £70 left in my bank so I withdrew that in cash so I can’t spend it, I have been promited in my job recently so I am trying to turn my anger and disappointment into smashing my role to try get promoted again and show I am good, I am also trying to help around the house more it seems i have a lot more time on my hands that I’m not looking at my phone for hours on end watching loosing bets, the only good thing is I have no debts at all and all my bills are paid for this month, another positive Is I have 30 hours holidays to take at work which I have put through to get paid instead so I should get paid around £500 on Friday, I will withdraw this is cash and put it with my girlfriends savings, Wednesday will be a hard day for me as my grandad has just passed away and it’s his funeral so I need to stay clear when I’m sad of gambling but hopefully I can stay positive

thankyou for taking the time to read and reply I really appreciate the support ❤️

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