I’m trying so damn hard. My mind keeps telling myself just one more time. The urge to go is unreal, I just have to win my money back. Yet I know it will never happen and i have to ***** as a loss. Please lord help me stay strong, i cant do this to my self or my family any more!!!! I actually sat in my car with it running for almost an hour fighting the urge just one more time.
I’m literally going crazy over here, it’s been 18 hrs.
