Hello I am new to this site. Not quite sure how to navigate it well or where I should be posting so just gonna try here.
I am a problem gambler . Have been for over 15 years. I am 33 years old. I battle major depression and gambling was originally an outlet and escape from that but once it got hold of it tightened its grip.
I am still currently gambling. I never bet sports until this last year and now I am deep with some bad people. I hide all this from my wife which makes things even worse.
I have tried stopping many times once for almost 6 months! But always thought I will be able to control it. But there is no controlling it. I am a monster when I am losing. Some of my friends who have seen it cannot believe it is the same person. Completely embarrassing and shameful.
I really don’t know where to turn but know I need to start somewhere.