[Jackpalmer1996]

thanks kathryn. Yeah I’ve been keeping busy finaly getting my self back into the gym and falling in love with it again. then on a night if i start to get a urge I just take my dogs out or something cheap seen and though I’m trying to save some money back up , how old are you Kathryn and how long have you been gamble free?

[Jackpalmer1996]

thats exactly what I had  when I lost everything I got tbat months statement ide put In 75k and lost 76k in one month it’s crazy when I only earn 25k a year. I am scared to go to counceling but if the urge Doesnt Start drifting in the next two weeks I’m going to go to one to one sessions . How did your GA meeting go?

[Jackpalmer1996]

It’s okay I’m not doing too bad today has been really hard that demon in my head has been telling me to go to s bookies but I’ve not I’ve not done it . I just want to make everyone proud and get back to my self. I’ve started seeing my friends again Which is good because I was struggling to face anyone. How old are you Laura ? And how long have you been gamble free? If this demon doesn’t leave my in the next two weeks I’m going to see about one to one counceling

[Jackpalmer1996]

Laura how long have you been gambling free? And what was the main things that helped you to stop? Like right now I’m telling my self that’s it I’ve finaly realised there is only one winner I’ve no access to any sites no more because I’ve put my self  a 30 day break on sky bet. The hardest thing is that I want to stop so much but it’s just when I’ve had a bad day 

[Jackpalmer1996]

I’m in the exact same boat as you I stopped for two weeks then today blew everything I had. But what we need to remember is there’s only one winner. That’s how it gets us because we’re forever chasing our losses the more we gamble the more we loose. We can all get through this together everybody makes mistakes but it’s learning from them that maters. Nobody tells us it’s going to be easy but it’s not we can do this!

[Jackpalmer1996]

thanks Laura. but sadly I’ve done it again I was doing so well getting a bit happier and getting over it but sadly tonight I’ve been on and lost 2000 I was just getting better I just think why why me?! I did do gam stop but sadly it didn’t work with sky bet. I can’t tell my mum or girlfriend because they would be so dissapointed. I really can’t see past this I don’t think I could face my self to go to a group meeting 

[Jackpalmer1996]

I just need time and help 

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