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Great poem Charles

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Великая поэма Чарльз

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Skvělá báseň Charles

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Geweldig gedicht Charles

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Grande poesia Carlo

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Wielki wiersz Karola

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Grande poema charles

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Hi everyone and thanks for your messages
Every little thing helps
Im going well
Actually had my first good sleep last night and didn’t wake up consumed by thoughts of gambling
Still focusing on my last loss and where this journey of gambling addiction has led me
I hear you all about the barriers
I once excluded myself from 6 pubs and clubs in the area
The trouble is that I just drove further
Its a shame that we cant get a country wide ban
Feeling free and hopeful today
Hope you all are too

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Well said Kin 

Got to shut the brain down 

Got to pay those bills 

Stay away from the devils playground 

I hope you are well today

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Hi me too
I feel your pain with the credit card
Credit cards with cash advances really aren’t for us
I changed mine to a personal loan 3 and a half years ago all in all had credit card debt of 25000
Still paying it off
If I kept a tally of all my losses omg
Accepting your losses is hard but must be done to move on
For me
I cant have the mindset of I’ll just bet 20 or 50 and go
Its the first bet that just gets me in
And once I start its like a drug that takes over my brain
Hope your going ok today

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Hi I did it

Thank you for your message 

There is so much more to life than gambling 

Lots of things have made me want to gamble 

Sometimes in my past  its been a lot of fun 

Its time to focus on how its made me feel afterwards and some of the desperate things I have done

And some of the desperate things I have thought about doing but thankfully didn’t 

Hope your going well today 

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Hi K
Good to here from you
The sun is shining and I am smiling
Thanks for the rain though
Have a super day xx

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Ive blamed shit happens for a long time now
Really need to take some responsibility
I lost the plot in 2011 when lost my sister
8000 in 4 days
Why blame money
My best friend got cancer in 2016
Not moneys fault
Time to be grateful
For wbat I do have
Father of 4 happy healthy young adults
Will it help writing it down
I have hope just need the will

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Managed to get my head in a good place today
I deserve better than I have been doing was my motto
Felt positive after resding some of the stories and the poems on here this morning
Its been dry for a ages and got a good bit of rain here in sunny Queensland
Have been working on fixing up the garden where I live trying to get some old hobbies back in my life
Today Im broke
But I am not looking for a loan or something to sell so I can go and gamble
So life is good today

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Day 5 feeling rough
Reading your poems
Helps me stop

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