[irishbjj]

Played poker last night 🙁
Have cancelled credit card today and sent all my money to my wife’s acc.
I’m a ****ing idiot.

[irishbjj]

Thanks all for the kind words.
It was suggested that I update this thread as a type of diary so I can monitor progress ( or not!!! )
So here goes –
Had a bet on Wed night from a free offer for opening the account. It won, but I lost emotionally. Withdrew the money and am in process of self exclusion from the site. I also excluded myself from 2 other sites I had accounts with. Would have played poker but Linda called me for bed and I went straight away before temptation over took me.
Yesterday – got a GA meeting in at lunchtime, got a lot from it even though I was debating going to the bookies at the start of the meeting to have a 1 hour blast of betting on everything to get urge out of me. Felt good that I didn’t. Kids were staying at their friends for a sleepover so me and Linda went for meal atb630, cinema at 9.15
Had a good evening, though I was conscious there was football on tv that I was wanted to have a bet on to sort of give me an interest – that sounds like I have no interest in my wife’s company, but that just is not the case. Anyhow, stayed away, had a lovely night, day off today and going for a walk down the pier here in Dun Laoghaire in Dublin for a scenic afternoon away from all temptation.
Have a good day all 😉

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