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I couldn’t sit at home knowing how much I have lost so I went back again this week.

I walked away with 12.3k in winnings, so i’m not in debt anymore. Yes I made an expensive mistake but I am just glad it’s no longer -28k anymore. I can live with losing what I have but atleast I have savings again.

It’s something I will preach to anyone that ever even thinks about gambling. How it nearly took everything from me.

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I couldn’t fight the urge and went in to G Casino. I went up to 3.2k, lost all of my winnings and went negative -1200 using my credit card. I was going to continue playing but somebody else playing on the same table kept on losing ridiculously large bets as well so I just forced myself to walk away.

I am feeling absolutely sick to the core right now. So thats 28k savings lost and £1200 that I owe on my credit card. I have cut up my credit cards and will be self excluding myself from g casinos. Being from an asian family I am terrified of telling my brother or father about this as I know my family will completely lose their trust in me. I don’t know what to do.

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Thank you for the support.

I am fighting the urge to use my credit cards. I have never been in debt. And reading other peoples stories, people that have lost FAR more than I have. It really helps (as bad as that sounds). I am battling the urge just to drive out to a casino this weekend in another town and take £5000 with me to see whether I can win some of my savings back.

I lost a total of £28,000 in savings that I had. Even if I could recoupe £15,000 I could convince myself that I simply had the most expensive life experience to date. And I can preach to others to never gamble.

I just can’t stand the fact I have absolutely nothing saved at all and I have to go into work and start all over again. It took me 6 years to save nearly 28k and I spent it all within a week.

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