[icandoitin3years]

Hi Stilltime.
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nEveryone makes mistakes – But people who learn from mistakes are the once who will be successful. I am happy that you have pulled 15 days GF..
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nRegarding the damages which were done – I hope those can be corrected with hard work and determination. It will take time. But if done with full heart – it will be done.
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ngood luck and Stay away from gambling – there is no hope there.
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nI remember the days when i used to Earn 1/3 of what i earn now. I used to be very very happy – Now i don’t even know what happiness is because of gambling.
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nSo there is no Point.
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nTogether we all can fight this battle.
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[icandoitin3years]

Hi Eric,

My family knows about my gambling issue and they still think that i have improved and dont gamble like crazy before. They dont know about the F*ck up i did. And i hope they dont find out.

It took me 8 months to build that trust from them and i don’t want them to know. Hopefully it will stay like this.

[icandoitin3years]

Its been one full week since i have accepted the fact that i am a compulsive gambler. A lot of things have changed within this week.The feeling of gambling has gone down tremendously. I do not think of gambling 24 x 7.. Have started to focus more on my job.

The weekend ( Most crucial time ).. Friday i was able to stay home and watch netflix – and spend time with family.
Didn’t get any thoughts about going to casino – Even tho i have access to some funds.

Saturday – Met up with friends had a good drinking sessions. But i did end up playing cards with friends – But this was such a controlled session for me compared to my previous sessions.

Everyday completed is like a Step achieved and this feeling of being gambling free is getting stronger. Life is getting more fun, Colorful and happy.

I am confident I can overcome this Habit.

May the force be with us all!!

[icandoitin3years]

Thank you for your comment – I know if i behave my self and focus more on my carrier than gambling i would be making way more than i ever thought off. Because of gambling i had stopped thinking of my goals – I don’t have any more dreams , I dont have any girl friend, i have no friends – There is nothing required in my life other than gambling. Currently that situation is changing – I am taking one day a time. I am making changes which will help me get rid of my gambling addiction. Steps like
1) Socializing more with friends
2) Going out for evening walks
3) Reading books
4)Focusing more on work – Looking for opportunity.

I am sure we all will be able to get out of it – it really want to.. Like the new book i am reading – They said – Change your thinking – Change your life.

Thanks for all your support.

[icandoitin3years]

Today i informed 2 of my best friends about my situation – Off course they were mad at me but telling them felt good – was a relief -now i don’t have to hide what i have done – They will make sure that i don’t go casinos any more – It is always better informing your friends and loved once – They will help no matter what.

[icandoitin3years]

I am not a daily gambler, I only go casinos on weekends or when there is holiday from work – I am happy that at least i have the Job responsibility and do my work fully.

On Monday i was in such a mood that i kind cutout my social life – Removed my self from all the whats groups and Just was quite the whole day.

My Boss,My brother asked me what was wrong – I couldn’t tel them anything.

So i did have a small talk with my brother – Which did feel good – It wasnt about gambling or anything – But it was my about my bad habbits and how it has affected me- How i have isolated my self from everyone.

I went to sleep early and woke up 2 hrs earlier than my usual. Was feeling great – Have started reading a book called – Change your Thinking, Change your life – Hopefully this will help me to get over my Gambling addiction.

My examination would be when i have access to money and free time to go casino – I am going to battle that feeling of gambling and Keep going strong.

Thank you.
T

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