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K9 – Използвах го в миналото, но пропусна много сайтове – този път не съм го тествал наистина!

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K9 – Es to izmantoju agrāk, bet tas ļāva cauri daudzām vietnēm – šoreiz es to neesmu īsti pārbaudījis!

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K9 – Koristio sam ga u prošlosti, ali propustio je mnoge web stranice – ovaj put ga nisam testirao!

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K9 – Je l'ai utilisé dans le passé mais il a laissé passer de nombreux sites – cette fois je ne l'ai pas vraiment testé !

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K9 – Eu usei no passado, mas deixou muitos sites passarem – desta vez eu realmente não testei!

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K9 – L-am folosit în trecut, dar a lăsat să treacă multe site-uri – de data aceasta nu l-am testat cu adevărat!

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K9 – Używałem go w przeszłości, ale przepuszczał wiele witryn – tym razem tak naprawdę go nie testowałem!

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K9 – Ik heb het in het verleden gebruikt, maar het liet veel sites door – deze keer heb ik het niet echt getest!

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Thank you Laura – for the lovely chat and for helping me with the phone.
Hope u have a lovely week
Xx

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Well done Rayman. Thanks for posting – it encourages us all.

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Another gamble freee day – woke up and checked the bank first thing – it makes such a difference not to be frantically thinking how to cover the latest loss.

What’s different this time is That I have layers of barriers- if one fails there is the the next one. Last time when I got mynew phone , the blocker wasn’t on it and this led to three or four months gambling . This time even if change phones my cards are blocked, I have self banned for so many casinos I would find it difficult to find one and I have also joined GAMSTOP, which disappointingly is the most ineffective barrier of all.

I have also let go of support which isn’t supportive. I should not be challenged for setting barriers – perhaps it’s ok for not setting them- although I find encouragement much more motivating . If what we are doing isn’t working- stop doing it !

Will I stay gamble free ? Hopefully . Will I keep working on it ? Definitely.

Life is so much better when we are gamble free.

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Hi Monica
Yes that’s amazing and wonderful- for all of us , our ultimate aim after stopping gambling is to change ourselves – for your son to recognise the change in you is really fabulous – and he is right- you are in a good place.

I hope you are so happy living with your son. How lovely that he encourages you in your faith – life is turning out good Monica – and you deserve it .

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Hi Laura

Hope you physio went well and the pain has improved.
You are so right – not gambling makes a huge difference – I think tomorrow will make it a week since I gambled online ) I completely loser track) and already life is full of promise .

Maybe I will catch you in group later xx

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Thank you lizbeth also for your support.
So unbelievably an emergency did arise – cannot be too specific on here but it was good to have some cash to cover it . Looks like I stopped just in the nick of time and. A huge reminder of how important money is – not just having enough , but also having a safety net to cover those unexpected expenses . Success is motivating !

Now need to be even more careful with money – still haven’t managed to get around my blocker – all good ! Almost a week already ! Time flies …

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Another gamble free day over !
I probably will try to break past my blocker before bed .

I’m not sure why but this helps me put the urges to bed also !

My mind is daft !

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