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Selamat Darkenergy. 2 minggu luar biasa.

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Hästi tehtud Darkenergy. 2 nädalat on vapustav.

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Браво Darkenergy. 2 седмици са страхотни.

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Godt gjort Darkenergy. 2 uker er fantastisk.

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Goed gedaan Donkere Energie. 2 weken is fantastisch.

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Hi Zed
I gambled for a decade and with the right help I have been able to stop.
I am still having counselling which I feel would be helpful for you, especially as you had a difficult childhoods .
The thing to remember is that you can recover and that relapse isn’t inevitable.

Perhaps you will make it to some of the chat groups where you will get help with setting barriers which make it difficult to gamble .

The urges to gamble can be extremely strong but if you ride them they will eventually stop.

Keep strong and believe that you deserve recovery

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Life is good this morning if a little overwhelming .

I really need to work on my tendency to procrastinate about almost everything .

It leads to feeling overwhelmed as all the little tasks build up .

I guess it’s one small step at a time and I need to apply the same awareness to thoughts f procrastination as I do to gambling thoughts.

Time for another list – definition of madness – doing the same thing over and Over again and expecting a different result.
What can I do instead of a priority list ?

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Well done Darkenergy on the additional barriers you have put in place – I know for me I had to make it impossible to gamble before I could start to work on other recovery stuff.

Keep strong and keep working at it.

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Bravo Darkenergy na dodatnim preprekama koje ste postavili – znam da sam morao onemogućiti kockanje prije nego što sam počeo raditi na drugim stvarima za oporavak. Budite jaki i nastavite raditi na tome.

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Selamat Darkenergy pada penghalang tambahan yang telah Anda tempatkan – saya tahu bagi saya, saya harus membuatnya mustahil untuk berjudi sebelum saya dapat mulai mengerjakan hal-hal pemulihan lainnya. Tetap kuat dan terus berkarya.

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Hästi tehtud Darkenergy täiendavate tõkete osas, mille olete loonud – ma tean, et pidin mängimise võimatuks muutma, enne kui hakkasin muude taastamisasjade kallal töötama. Olge tugev ja jätkake tööd selle nimel.

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Браво Darkenergy по допълнителните бариери, които сте поставили – знам, че за мен трябваше да направя невъзможно залагането, преди да започна да работя върху други неща за възстановяване. Бъдете силни и продължете да работите.

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Godt gjort Darkenergy på de ekstra barrierer du har satt på plass – jeg vet for meg at jeg måtte gjøre det umulig å gamble før jeg kunne begynne å jobbe med andre gjenopprettings ting. Vær sterk og fortsett å jobbe med det.

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Goed gedaan Darkenergy met de extra barrières die je hebt opgeworpen – ik weet dat ik het gokken onmogelijk moest maken voordat ik aan andere hersteldingen kon gaan werken. Blijf sterk en blijf eraan werken.

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Thank you Emma
I read on your thread that you are doing really well – I am so pleased for you.

In two weeks I will be six months gamble free – when I was on the residential no matter how much they said we would stop I kept thinking I will be the one who won’t . I didn’t think I had it in me to stop after trying for such a long time .
…And yet here I am.

I notice recently that I find myself having fleeting thoughts about doing the lottery – I know the addiction well enough to know that this is its way in. The lottery has never been a problem for me but has always paved the way for a return to slots. I guess this is what they meant when they told us awareness is super important .

So I am not fighting urges to gamble in slot machines – I am challenging more frequent fleeting urges to gamble on the lottery.

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