[gem1949]

I am a lady of 67 years old, of late i have been gambling more than i ever have before, i dont know what drives me! i am an addictive personality , the gambling is taking over my life….. my lovely daughter has already helped me out with money, some wonderful freinds have helped me out too…….. i have still after all their kindness run up so so much debt, however, i have closed all loopholes for me to gamble again…..am hoping that this is enough………. hubby retires in 7 months and gets a small lump sum , not quite enough to settle everything but i have a chance of start providing none of those i love ever ever ever find out…. in my most sober moments thats all i want , i so need to sort this, am pretty desperate right now and self pity is eating away at me, I know this is of my own making ……. my life? abused child , battered wife , current marriage he doesnt want to know unless theres no life threating bills paid (which they are) he has no clue what i do or when i do it , this i guess is his ‘trust’ in me , for once in my life i just want someone to love me, to be my soulmate, to take all the baggage adn help me through it xxx
thank you for letting me put some of this down on paper xx

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