[Gamblecam34]

Today I will not gamble, unfortunately I cannot say that about yesterday but I feel so ashamed that I’m taking it as a positive sign.

It was the most stupid thing ever great again all day yesterday on way home I had to stop at the shop for bread and milk and as in many towns here bookies is right next door I had 4 pounds odd change from the shop and I thought what’s the harm and put this into the fobt fast forward another lost hour where I turned the 4 into 117 and as any cg I convinced myself I would gamble down to 100 then walk away and take this as my last time and I would walk out a winner in my head.

As you can guess 100 then became 80 then 60 and eventually nothing.

The only saving grace was I am not carrying bank cards at the moment so I only really lost 4 pound.

I have the old familiar sick feeling today and I realise I cannot go near a bookies. Ever!!

Thanks for your comments and I will report day 1 has been gamble free tomorrow

[Gamblecam34]

I now haven’t played a slot or fobt since Friday afternoon which is great for me, but today I have felt anxious and like something bad is about to happen. It’s like I’m worried I’m not gambling. Tonight is first real test with champions league being on, all I need to do is get home without stopping at a bookies!! I’ll report in tomorrow and let you know

[Gamblecam34]

I managed to get through another day slot free I nearly caved yesterday as had nothing to do and came close but thankfully I just took the dog back out for another walk! I think she’s going to get fed up of this. No gambling since Friday! 2 days down thousands to go but need to start somewhere

[Gamblecam34]

Thanks for the comments and I’ve managed to get through 30 hours now without playing a slot online or a fobt which doesn’t sound much but I can’t remember the last time I done this. One day at a time and I’ll keep you updated

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