Thank you for sharing your start and giving hope to others. You sound to have a great plan.
I’ve come here today feeling the same way. How strange that I want to tell you that you are not disgusting and not to give up! I’m finding it hard to take that advice from myself. I think the fact that we are here speaks volumes about our desire to exit this way of life. Please post again and let me know you’re OK. You’re more than a problem gambler, you’re a real person with so much more in life or it wouldn’t be worth quitting.