Thank you for your reply, I have found nyselm coming online just to read people’s journals and remind myself why I don’t need to gamble and why I shouldn’t.
I have spent the past few weeks really trying to focus on my family and I’m realising the things I have missed in the past, I don’t know if the damage I’ve done to mu relationship can be reversed but I’m trying and haven’t wanted to gamble so I’ll take that as a win for now.
