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Hello! Thank you for you reply. It was very important for me to share my story with someone and i am very grateful that you answered me. You’re right about my girlfriend, we are still together, but she doesn’t know about my addiction and my friends does not know as well. They told me that i might have addiction because they knew i was playing, but i never confessed to them. My post on this website is my first “coming out” if i can say it that way. You are right about sharing my problem with others, i should do it but i feel like i am not ready yet to tell them. They might not understand. I’ve not been playing for 2 days now and don’t want to. No urges yet. I feel exhausted and sick and tired of all the stress and anger while i was gambling. I hope it remain that way, but i am scared that i will play again. How could you remain free of gambling for 10 years? How did you stand your urges?  As for me only work and studying distract me. It takes all my time and i am happy i don’t have time to gamble. You are also right about Norwegian, i’ve been thinking about some online courses for a long time, but gambling took all of my attention past year, because it was peak of my gambling activity. So as for now i am trying to study English more than i used to what surely will take my time and of course i will begin deling with  Norwigian as well. I am very happy you’ve answere. 

Looking forward for your reply. 

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