Well did it again. Went to the casino after banning myself for 7 months, hoping to win a bit of money and I lost more than I could afford. I’m so stressed about not having my money that I go play to chase the money. I see other people win and I just kept losing. I came home defeated again and couldn’t stop crying and feeling guilty. Why is it we are at our worst and then 2 days later you forget about that meltdown you had and go back and try again. I’m going to go read some other stories now. How long did it take for you to stop and what made you quit. I’m struggling just being able to stop.
