Thanks for your support stilltime
Thank you pea. I hope your day goes well. I got up this morning feeling a bit better that i hadnt gambled yesterday although i wanted to. Ill hold onto that feeling
Thank yous all i will keep you updated. Hopfully this is the first big step i needed to take.
I really aprecicate the replies. I know this isnt for me anymore, ive been in this mind set before but this time i cant do it anymore. I should have savings i shouldnt be living from wage to wage. Its also turned me into an angry on the edge person, i cant remember life without gambling but im sure it was better than this. Thanks again i think this is helping