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Day#8

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Day#7, I am getting better every day.
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Day#6

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Day#5

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for the last 3 days, I was avoiding checking what is my current financial condition to avoid any additional bad feeling since I guess I need another one year to back to where I was in December 2019. I was negative in December but I was close to reaching Zero which is my dream for the last 4 years “to recover from the debt that my gambling addiction caused”.
ntoday I have checked my current situation and as expected I need another year to reach zero.
nI am writing all of this just to say I am depressed not because of the debt, I am depressed from the thoughts that start raise in my head while I am planning how to squeeze my budget to save more and expedite the recovery, I found myself thinking about a strategy to trade forex in a better way, I have started thinking what went wrong in my last trades and how I can correct that !!!!!!!! the same delusions that trading with margin could be the solution to my problem !!!
nit seems I will never learn…..
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nthere is a damaged circuit in my brain that gives trading forex as an answer to the question of ” how I can speed up my financial recovery ?”.
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yesterday I have attended my first GA meeting on zoom.
nI have different feelings about it but in general, it is helpful, I appreciate the good well behind it and the welcoming environment and the and supportive attitude from all the participants.
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thanks kin for your support, hope you all the best.

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малко по -добре, направих обичайните неща „затворих си търговската сметка“, изрязах дебитната си карта, поисках замяна, след като я получа, ще надраскам трите номера на гърба, така че няма да мога да я използвам онлайн "n ще видим как ще мине този път

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もう少し良いことに、私は通常のことを「取引口座を閉鎖」し、デビットカードを切り取り、受け取ったら交換を求めました。裏面の3つの数字を傷つけて、オンラインで使用できなくなります。」n今回はどうなるかわかります。

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थोड़ा बेहतर, मैंने सामान्य चीजें की हैं "मेरा ट्रेडिंग खाता बंद कर दिया", मेरा डेबिट कार्ड काट दिया, एक बार इसे प्राप्त करने के बाद प्रतिस्थापन के लिए कहा, मैं पीछे की ओर 3 नंबरों को खरोंच कर दूंगा ताकि मैं इसे ऑनलाइन उपयोग नहीं कर पाऊंगा" एन देखना होगा कि इस बार कैसा रहेगा।

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a bit better, I have done the usual things “closed my trading account”, cut my debit card, asked for replacement once I receive it I will scratch the 3 numbers on the back so I will not be able to use it online”
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nwill see how it will go this time.

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sedikit lebih baik, saya telah melakukan hal-hal yang biasa "menutup akun perdagangan saya", memotong kartu debit saya, meminta penggantian setelah saya menerimanya saya akan menggaruk 3 angka di belakang sehingga saya tidak akan dapat menggunakannya secara online" n nwill melihat bagaimana hal itu akan pergi kali ini.

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lite bättre, jag har gjort de vanliga sakerna "stängt mitt handelskonto", klippt mitt betalkort, bett om byte när jag fått det kommer jag att repa de tre siffrorna på baksidan så jag kommer inte att kunna använda det online "n får se hur det kommer gå den här gången.

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um pouco melhor, fiz as coisas habituais "fechei a minha conta de negociação", cortei o meu cartão de débito, pedi a substituição assim que o receber, vou riscar os 3 números no verso para não o poder utilizar online "n N vou ver como vai ser desta vez.

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lidt bedre, jeg har gjort de sædvanlige ting "lukket min handelskonto", skåret mit betalingskort, bedt om udskiftning, når jeg modtager det, vil jeg ridse de 3 tal på bagsiden, så jeg ikke kan bruge det online "n vil se hvordan det vil gå denne gang.

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