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03/25/2022 I’m a sick compulsive gambler. today I will start my clean date. it’s like I have no control. step 1 is a no brainer. I’m powerless over gambling.
Let’s start fresh here. 03/24/2022 clean date let’s go!!
Clean date is today. I’m ready and have a desire to quit.
I hit big and lost half of winnings. I am still down overall in life. I am starting my clean date today 03/11/2022
Almost went 60 days. Relapsed. My clean date will start 03/01/2022. Was testing and tempting myself. Learned from this. Let’s go back to clean street.
56 days clean. Just keep posting in here. It works better than anything I have done in the past besides GA meetings. It works if you work it!
53 days clean. I have been testing and tempting my self in a weird way. I watch others lose/win money on tiktok (95% lose). For some reason that replaces my bordeum. It pops up and I watch but the weird thing is I don’t even care to do it. It’s kind of a constant reminder that no matter how big you win you can’t walk away. I’ve seen some people win massive amounts only to lose it all. That’s a good reminder fresh in my brain that it’s not about the money it’s about the action. Once I get to 90 days my habit will change and the less need for even watching others. I guess you can say it’s a form of sick compulsive gambling therapy. Lol
Proud of you keep it going man. Let’s chat later this week and talk.
49 days clean. This message board works wonders. ?.. my business had a minor set back not really anything to worry about. A learning curve for sure and it made me think about gambling but I posted in here immediately and the urge subsided.
46 days clean just checking in
45 days clean just checking in
42 days clean. Sorry I haven’t been posting. Got real busy with work stuff. Life is great now.
36 days clean! It’s been great and I feel great. One day at a time.
Just checking in all is well!
Checking in. 33 days clean and I am at peace with myself. I finally have a rock solid foundation for success in this lifetime of recovery. I seen huge success with my business. Something that would of failed if I continued to be in action. God is good! .