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Hei Harry:
Skjermnavnet mitt er Cully21. Det er veldig hyggelig å møte deg. Gratulerer med å finne dette nettstedet og fellesskapet. Fortsett å legge ut og hold kontakten. Du finner mange ressurser her. Hvis du ser til høyre på skjermen, vil du se UMODERERT CHAT som er åpen. Du kan klikke der og se om noen er der. Hvis ikke, vil det mer enn sannsynlig dukke opp noen. Det er også mange grupper som møtes i løpet av uken. Denne tråden er flott for deg ettersom du er en offisiell ung addult. Som Larry foreslo, vil seksjonen under 21 også forbedre din støtte. Å holde kontakten med begge trheads og delta på så mange chatter og grupper er en god start. Jo mer du deler, jo mer kan vi trekke sammen. Jeg er også en CG. Rengjør nå de siste 12 ukene.
Gud velsigne,
Cully21Привет, Гарри:
Меня зовут Cully21. Приятно познакомиться. Поздравляю с поиском этого сайта и сообщества. Продолжайте публиковать сообщения и оставайтесь на связи. Здесь вы найдете множество ресурсов. Если вы посмотрите в правую часть экрана, вы увидите, что открыт НЕМОДЕРИРОВАННЫЙ ЧАТ. Вы можете щелкнуть там и посмотреть, есть ли там кто-нибудь. Если нет, то, скорее всего, кто-то появится. Есть также многочисленные группы, которые встречаются в течение недели. Эта ветка отлично подходит для вас, поскольку вы официальный молодой наркоман. Как и предложил Ларри, раздел для детей до 21 года также усилит вашу поддержку. Оставаться на связи с обоими тренерами и посещать как можно больше чатов и групп – отличное начало. Чем больше вы поделитесь, тем больше мы сможем сплотиться. Я тоже компьютерная графика. Убирайте сейчас последние 12 недель.
Бог благословил,
Калли21Hai Harry:
Nama layar saya adalah Cully21. Senang bertemu dengan Anda. Selamat menemukan situs dan komunitas ini. Tetap posting dan tetap terhubung. Anda akan menemukan banyak sumber daya di sini. Jika Anda melihat ke kanan layar, Anda akan melihat CHAT TANPA MODERASI yang terbuka. Anda dapat mengklik di sana dan melihat apakah ada orang di sana. Jika tidak, seseorang kemungkinan besar akan muncul. Ada juga banyak kelompok yang bertemu selama seminggu. Utas ini sangat bagus untuk Anda karena Anda adalah seorang dewasa muda resmi. Seperti yang disarankan Larry, bagian di bawah 21 akan meningkatkan dukungan Anda juga. Tetap terhubung dengan kedua trhead dan menghadiri sebanyak mungkin obrolan dan grup adalah awal yang baik. Semakin banyak Anda berbagi, semakin banyak kita semua bisa bersatu. Saya seorang CG juga. Bersihkan sekarang selama 12 minggu terakhir.
Tuhan memberkati,
Cully21Hoi Harry:
Mijn schermnaam is Cully21. Het is erg leuk je te ontmoeten. Gefeliciteerd met het vinden van deze site en community. Blijf posten en blijf op de hoogte. Je vindt hier veel bronnen. Als je naar de rechterkant van het scherm kijkt, zie je ONGEMODEREERDE CHAT die open is. Je kunt daar klikken en kijken of er iemand is. Zo niet, dan komt er hoogstwaarschijnlijk iemand opdagen. Er zijn ook tal van groepen die tijdens de week bijeenkomen. Deze thread is geweldig voor jou omdat je een officiële jonge volwassene bent. Zoals Larry suggereerde, zal het gedeelte onder de 21 ook je ondersteuning vergroten. Verbonden blijven met beide trheads en zoveel mogelijk chats en groepen bijwonen, is een goed begin. Hoe meer je deelt, hoe meer we allemaal samen kunnen trekken. Ik ben ook een CG. Maak nu de afgelopen 12 weken schoon.
God zegene,
Cully21Hej Harry:
Mit skærmnavn er Cully21. Det er meget rart at møde dig. Tillykke med at finde dette websted og fællesskab. Bliv ved med at skrive og forblive forbundet. Du finder mange ressourcer her. Hvis du ser til højre på skærmen, vil du se UMODERERET CHAT, der er åben. Du kan klikke der og se, om der er nogen. Hvis ikke, vil nogen mere end sandsynligt dukke op. Der er også mange grupper, der mødes i løbet af ugen. Denne tråd er fantastisk til dig, da du er en officiel ung addult. Som Larry foreslog, vil afsnittet under 21 også forbedre din støtte. At holde forbindelsen til begge hovedhoveder og deltage i så mange chats og grupper er en god start. Jo mere du deler, jo mere kan vi alle trække sammen. Jeg er også en CG. Rengør nu de sidste 12 uger.
Gud bevare,
Cully21Zdravo Harry:
Moje ekransko ime je Cully21. Drago mi je. Čestitamo na pronalasku ove stranice i zajednice. Nastavite objavljivati i ostanite povezani. Ovdje ćete pronaći mnogo resursa. Ako pogledate desno od zaslona, vidjet ćete otvoren NEMODERIRANI ČAT. Možete kliknuti tamo i vidjeti ima li koga. U protivnom će se netko vjerojatno pojaviti. Postoje i brojne grupe koje se sastaju tijekom tjedna. Ova vam je tema sjajna jer ste službeni mladi odrasli. Kao što je Larry predložio, odjeljak ispod 21 godine također će povećati vašu podršku. Ostati povezan s oba trhedina i prisustvovati što više chatova i grupa odličan je početak. Što više dijelite, to možemo sve zajedno izvući. I ja sam CG. Očistite sada zadnjih 12 tjedana.
Bog blagoslovljen,
Cully21Hi Bettie:
I am a Christian. Whether I am good or not is up to God and others perceptions I guess. From my faith and point of view, we all fall short and all sinners. Christ did not come to save the saved, he came to save the lost. More than likely you will find this lady has a lot in common with you and is growing daily just like you.
I am not bragging, but my faith could have been broken a long time ago. But in an odd way, I know God and Jesus have been right beside me the whole time. They give me free will to follow them or to turn and seek my own ways of the flesh. What a merciful God we have to love a wretch like me.
The bible is full of people who made mistakes. Look at King David. He lusted after another man’s wife, laid with her, got her pregnant, and then had her husband, who was faithul to the king, murdered. David payed dearly for the consequences of his sin never went away. But he confessed and repented and God took care of him.
I highyly doubt this lady will be judemental of you. In fact, she will probably relate to you more than you think. If you have ever prayed to God and Jesus, I assure you you will get an answer my friend. Pehaps this is one resource he is sending you with his love.
To my friend who accepts me the way I am as I do her,
God Bless,
Cully21Happy anniversary Larry.
Thanks for being who you are. I am 12 weeks clean and it went by kind of fast. Almost a 1/4 of a year.
God Bless my Friend,
Cully21Hi Bettie:
I will be on chat this weekend so maybe goofy ol Cully from Texas can make you laugh. I always enjoy your comapany.
I am in a quote mood today. Below is some lyrics from an old Molly Hatchet song "Fall of the Peacmakers."
"A wise man told me there is something you should know. The way you judge a man is you look into his soul. And you’ll soon see everything."
I have looked into your soul Bettie. You are a beuatiful person.
God Bless,
Cully21Hi Bettie:
I am sorry to hear about the slip but it is so glad you came right back here. Coming back is not an easy task at all. Been there, done that, and have several t-shirts to prove it. I remember you on chat the other day. I have done the same thing. I have got on group, brought up the urges, got good advice, and as you said, "the greenlight went on." For me, it seem like the more I learn and the more I utilize this site and community, the deeper the remorse is after a relapse or slip.
How far is this casino you went too? You know about my history and how far I have travelled for the fix. All casinos I have been too the last year have been Indian casinos. I have never seeen a sign or advertisment for self banning. I have alwways had to ask security at the help desk But don’t take this as the protocul for each one. To ban from some that I have not banned yet require you to go to a seperate location, such as the individual tribal commission itself or the person who does it works normal day and week hours. The best thing if you plan to ban is to call ahead and find out what the procedure is and so you can plan it out.
I am glad you are here. Two months is something to be very happy about.
One of the best tool I have for my pain is a device called a TENZ unit. They work for some and not so much for others. Mine is an Empi brand which can be kind of expensive. You might find one on ebay or a home health supplier might rent them out after giving propper directions of how to use it. You dont want to put it directly over your spine, major arter, heart, and of course, your brain. It has sure saved me when I have taken meds to the max.
It is good to seey you recovering. Look at your thread since you first came here and you coming right back here shows your tenacity to succeed.
Your friend and brother in arms,
Cully21In relation to your 1 year milstone, I must give you a Wooohooo in my own way Kathryn.
From Texas:
YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEHAAAAAAAAAAWWW!!!!
Thank you for your kind post too.
Cully21Stay strong Bettie. Good for you for getting on here and posting about the urges. That is a good thing.
Cully21Hi Bettie. I hope you are doing well. I read your previous post about that guy who won at a banned casino and isnt getting the money. This is something I have brought up time and time again of part of the risks of gambling in a banned casion. I have read post from others before gambling at banned casinos where the casino did not care. I guranatee you they will care when you go to cash in a signifcant jack pot. They are not going to let you walk away with those kind of winnings when they have a signed banning document from you.
I am glad you posted about it. Even if you manage to sneak into a banned casino, there are consequences. I have thought about it before, but will not go to a banned casnino for sure. No matter how seriously or non-seriously they act about the ban.
Like you said about the guy, he now faces tresspasing charges. It’s a misadmenor, but like you said with embarrassment, I wouldnt want it on my record when I go to apply for a job.
It is imortant that we remember there are consequences to self-banning not matter what.
God Bless,
Cully21Hi Larry.
I would have sworn that I sent you a post this mornig. I think I did. I hope that it did not offend you. It was deep and emotional but no offense was intended. I don’t know if I nuked it or removed it. Please let me know and I stay away from the subject.
God Bless,
Cully21Hi Larry:
I contemplated your post and remember you speaking in the past about your relationship. I can only imagine the pain. I hope I am not overstepping my bounds, but is there any chance for any reconciliation with your children? Any attempts?
Charile mentioned to me the other day that there are two types of recovering GA’s. Those who talk the talk and those who walk the walk. I regret I have not always walked the walk. But you, you my friend, my brother, you are walking the walk. My compliments may not be much, but I am so proud of you and I know I am not the only one.
Is there anyway of attempting contact?
I was rejected from my children at times when they grew up. Still am at times. There would be times when my daughter would have and event and say it was no big deal or she didn’t want me to go, but I went as much as possible.
I came to a conclusion that was painful sometimes. This is strictly from my persspective for me.
I decided it is best for me to be there and be rejected at times, rather than not being there at all.
I am not saying by any means that this has or is a painless proccess, but it is something I did my best to do.
This was also something I told my kids mother when she made her first suicide attempt. She had changed and you could say she pursued things that non-verbally showed the kids that she had rejected them for someone or something else. Oh how I prayed for reconciliaton between her and the kids. I tried to be mediator. I ended up with both sides mad at me. I would have the girls mad at me for trying to foster communiation and getting more involved with their mother, and their mother accusing me that I turned the kids against them. I did no such thing. I tried telling her how much damage was done with their relationship and that reonciliation would take time, and if she would show constiancy there was a chance. Oh how I wanted to see that consitancy. I really did. She never stabalized and it never came. Suicide was the ultimate abandonment. I dont mean any disrespect to her, but that is what it was. Then I blindly walked down a road turning from my resposnsibilities.
All I know is wheter in my lifetime or after I pass, I hope they know I tried. I really am. I hope I was everything I was supposed to be when I pass.
One message I will leave my kids when that day comes is that I forgive them of any transgressions and do not hold any guilt. I will be in Heaven waiting for them. All of my family accepted Jesus as their Savior. This was always my wish if I had one wish. I want them to forgive me too. The son of God paid for my sins and yours over 2,000 years ago. And I honestly believe if it was only me or you who would accept him and be saved 2,000 years later, he still would have done it. I know this. From your posts and tones I suspect you have done this and taken this free gift of grace. If not, I wish you would. I would like to meet you in Heaven someday. No hurts. No worries.
Anway, I did not mean to type a long deep post. I hope and pray it has cuased you no pain. As long as you are alive, there is hope for reonciliation. It could happen. You have been getting yourself right for the past 8 months. I pray you are rewarded for that.
I just care about you. I hope I have not overstepped my bounds.
God Bless,
Cully21