today is a new day but i’ve left myself in a bit of a bind as my mind was filled with delusions of grandeur throughout the night.
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ni prescheduled a (now irreversible) pay-off to a loan shark for tomorrow but i thought i could first invest said money at the casino and use my anticipated winnings to pay off the debt; of course this didn’t happen and i lost everything.
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nsadly i was fully aware that if my scheduled wire failed I would be responsible for triple the principal plus penalties; yet i still gambled. never again.
