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Hi Kim
I hope you feel better soon.

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My week has been ok so far, but I am starting over again. At this point I would love to celebrate 30 days being gamble free. It’s sooo freaking hard.
I know some will say no it isn’t, you just have to have the will power. But, for me it is, when I go I know I shouldn’t go, but I go. When I lose all that I should, I know I should get up and go, but I don’t.
If it was that easy I would have been stopped.

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Correction:I guess it’s time to stop whining….

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Good morning Kin,
I haven’t been posting recently, but I can still see your posts. This last one really hit home.
I guess it’s fine to stop ehiniy and stop saying why me, and focus on recovery. Sadly, it seems like recoverywill be a part of the rest of my life.
Thank you for sharing.

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Correction: won a few dollars…

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Hello Gustav,
Thank you for checking in.
It is a little embarrassing to say I slipped up, and that’s why it has taken me a minute to respond. The good part is it put me ahead (well, I didn’t lose my pants, son a few dollars), the BAD part is it took me back to day one again…. And I know from experience that they allow you to win to pull you back in. It sucks to know this, but you allow yourself to fall for it.

One day at a time….

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Good morning Gustav,

That will always be the big question in my head, why, why me. I never smoked, drinkef alcohol, or done drugs, so why/how did I fall into years of uncontrollable/, compulsive gambling, throwing away my hard earned money.
Now I have to focus on leaving that habit behind.
One day at a time….
Glad to see that you are still doing well.

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Great weekend!!!!

Ready for a new week.
Taking it one day at a time.

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Good morning,
Thank you Maverick.
Good to see that you are still doing well.

One day at a time….

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Another gamble free day!
Work today, dinner with husband this evening and I was actually able to treat him to dinner today.
Stopped by the store on our way home and I was able to pay for my own purchase.
It felt good not to be broke one day after pay day. All because I made the chose not to throw my money away (gamble).

One day at a time….

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Thank you again!

One day at a time…

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Congrats on another Gamble Free day to both of us.

One day at a time…

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Thank you Dark Energy!
Gustav, I did it! 🙂
Not only another Gamble Free Day, but it was actually a pay day. I actually did it.

I decided to do something during the hour I would have tried to rush out the door to go play. I actually sat through a Zoom Smart mtg (my first), and I have to admit I enjoyed it and learned a few things. Pretty sure it wont be my last one, but I definitely prefer hitting the park for a good walk. I can’t wait until the time change and the evenings stay light a little longer.

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Hey Gustav,
Thank you for your support.
Praying to make it through payday tomorrow without losing one brown penny.
I got this.

I’ll be checking in tomorrow, and thank you again.
Good night.

“One day at a time”

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Another gamble free day!

One day at a time….

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