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Hello, i am new and i have been gambling for a few decades and as you say we never leave,i have no control as soon as i go to a casino!i will play fairly small just to play longer and eventually lose every penny.I go gambling maybe once a week because in that once i lose everything i have,for example i went to casino yesterday will 280…on my first 40 i was winning 190 extra,i even cashed out thinking ok leave this time pay some of the bills.I even said good,i can pay a certain bill 150 and still have 280 original money to pay some more things,so 190 in my hand winnings i said i will try max 40 and leave with 150! 40 in and option to take 50 out few times i just keep playing till way gone then the moment you start losing control comes,in my mind ok max more i put in is 50 and leave with 100,of course that didnt happen! lose all winnings of 190 and start pumping notes of my 280,panic sets in then on last 50,drop the bet to cling onto hope it might turn around but never does and just prolongs the final result which is leaving with not a penny. I then drive towards home thinking i could left with 470 euro which i had in my hand???but this is where the addiction is,we will not stop only when places are closing for day if we are lucky enough to last that long,if we win we go back the next day or few days after,to end result of not having anything.