Chasing loses keep hammering my brain. I feel so much anger still… I will control that. In the past I chase loses an won but at the end it all got worse. Thanks for the advices as my real lost in this last gamble spree has been the lost of interest in my current projects and a serious depression…. Many thanks for considering my post and help out with your words….
Thanks a lot for taking time to reply. I was really thinking something really extreme. Like going back to chase losses and if loosing… well take my life away. How retard can I be, but thats the truth. I was high thinking all under control, one relapse and…. misery again! Thanks Kathryn
I cant hardly write but I do my best. I am destroyed. First of all thanks for such warm messages. I am auto excluded from Casinos in Spain so I stole my brother ID as I cant entry with my own.
I would like to participate on your forums, please let me know how to proceed. Thanks
at this point I am crying like a baby and cant write ant more words.