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“Im bored most of the time and nothing seems to interest me”

Thank you. that hit me… so accurate. this is my first post on here. i agree. Nothing compares to gambling for me. Ive been gambling for 35 years. For me that is my biggest struggle. I just f’ing love it. To imagine stopping is very difficult. But I need to. My deepest fear is that nothing will ever give me the same “rush” or “joy: (if you can call it that…) So I will always go back to my old fun friend. Consequences be damned. How do we stop doing the thing we love the most? Once you go gamble free for a period of time…does it still “call” you in your head. Do the cravings lessen?

I havent gambles for two days. Last session playing slots lost 6k in 3 hours…maxed out bank account and credit card again So tempted to go chase it so I can pay credit card back down.

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