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Thanks Paul!
Didn’t know about that one. The bill was from the last slip  and really makes me mad because that card was PAID OFF.
Slip recovery is almost worse than quitting in the first place. I think it is because we have cleared some of the "cg" fog out of our heads and are wondering, "What the h*ll was I thinking??" when we never thought to question it before.
I cleaned closets all day yesterday. Funny how you find things lost so long ago. I found the cord for my back massage pad, could have used that all summer and I found the RX for blood pressure that I lost, in am old purse! $65 dollars retrived from the trash! Yea!
peace
bettie

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Hi Grace,
It was so nice to meet you and Shoop777 too!
I, too, am trying to get my clean time back. Just looked at my cc stmt. I called them and begged then to cut off cash access. They won’t! "It’s part of the account." No, it’s how they make $$ on a fool like me. I would close it if only it wasn’t one of the 2 i have gotten since the bankrupcy. Got to take it out of my purse and leave it home.
Glad u made the weekend. Funny how we sometimes have no $$ for food, gas, etc but find $$ to gamble with.
Pay your bills fast Grace. Thats my 2 cents worth!
have a great day!
peace
bettie– 8/30/2010 6:45:33 PM: post edited by bettie.

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Hey Kathryn,
I feel u girl. Fat and flat? I’m fat and round! I thought it might be the hormones so I stopped taking them. Hot flashes all week but oh well, this is real life and some things we just have to let go and move on. Easier said than done.
I felt so abandoned when my daughter left home. If u have no girls around and u are used to having a female counterpart that can be quite a downer.
I know about the $$. I have gotten a break for a while but it will be years (that MUST be gamble free) in order to clear the debit still remaining from the gambling. Then at 52 i can start saving for retirement again! I doubt i will ever retire but i can try to plan for it anyway.
Maybe I’ll hook a rich guy, lol!
peace
bettie

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Hey Larry,
Been thinking about you every time i heard the word "Katrina" this week. My child was working in New York on 9/11 so I know the panic of not being able to reach a loved one in a crisis.
But u survived then and u survived today and u will survive tomorrow because it was just ment to be that way.And I for one am glad for that!
peace
bettie

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Grace, i’m here!
go back on the chat!
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How do U spell Happy?
V A C A T I O N! Thank u Jesus! 6 hours to freedom! Come on 1pm!
Slow chat weeekend so far so I hope to catch u all soon!
Tx p, u r always so sweet!
bettie

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This posted 3 times so i deleated the last two!!– 8/26/2010 2:43:09 AM: post edited by bettie.

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Hi Guys,
Didn’t want you to think i got lost.Very tired all week! Worked real hard but no workout. Didn’t get my blood work done (again!) so i should have canceled dr appt. Got to remember to call them tomorrow. I have decited to stop beating my self up for a change and try to not think about working out or diet for a while. I am so discusted with the limited clothing choices I have right now so if I can just pick up a couple of skirts to hold me over I’ll feel better. I don’t know what is going on with my body, i can "diet" and workout but nothing changes. I am off next week and will leave town for 5 days, something my gambling has prevented me from doing for 2 years now! I won’t go "hog wild" but if i want a french fry i’ll have it.  Just feel the need to change things up!
Hope everyone is doing well. Went to dinner with ex husband tonight. He told me he is in the early stages of kidney failure. I asked him what the h*ll was he doing drinking soda pop? He is diabetic now too and just couldn’t understand why i skipped the butter and rolls, got an egg substitute spinich and feta omlet and got sugar free syrup for the pancakes that i should not have eaten anyways. I tried to point out he was eating all starch, (even more than me). Pasta with breaded veal, chicken noodle soup, 2 rolls with butter, 2 glasses of cola. Then he justified his supper with the fact that he had only eaten snacks cakes (4) all day. OMG! What is he thinking?
It’s funny how we justify just anything we want to do. I’ve been telling this guy for YEARS to put down the pop can. He has suffered with kidney stones now for just as long as I can remember and had a large portion of his intestine removed 2 years ago. I don’t know. No one can save me from me so how do I save him from himself?
peace
bettie– 8/26/2010 2:44:34 AM: post edited by bettie.

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Hey Paul!
Sorry u missed the chat! The body that i think finally made the paper was a 15 year old run away from a group home. Very troubled and sad life. They picked up a 20 yr "boyfriend" and his friend for the murder, SO SAD! There but for the grace of God go I………

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Minge linkidele, mida Larry mainis. See peatab juurdepääsu saitidele.
Suurepärane ennetav samm!
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ラリーが言及したリンクに移動します。サイトへのアクセスを停止します。
素晴らしいプロアクティブなステップ！
ベティ

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Đi tới các liên kết mà Larry đã đề cập. Nó sẽ ngừng truy cập vào các trang web.
Bước chủ động tuyệt vời!
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Vá para os links mencionados por Larry. Isso interromperá o acesso aos sites.
Grande etapa proativa!
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Go To the Links Larry mentioned. It will stop access to the sites.
Great proactive step!
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