[betterlife]

So today I won’t gamble, I might think about it, i think about it quit often tbh.
I also use cannabis which I am slowly reducing, I no I need to be level headed for my journey ahead, I can’t do it with my head high in the clouds.

[betterlife]

Thanks Antonio, yes I have registered and am awaiting my assessment, it is in 11 days tho. I was going to ask if it could be done any sooner as I am ready to pack my bag for the residential programme now. I am making the decision to put my life on hold so I can try to address my problem. I am scared, I’m not going to lie, fear of change, but it could be a chance to change for good. I am excited for the adventure, I no its going to be a long road, I don’t want to look back and say ” what if ” or ” if I would of “.
Should of, would of and could of. I’m not and don’t want to make any excuses. I know my problem and I’m here to sort it out.. I want to live again and I want to be free.
I’m hoping to join in on some of the groups sessions tonight ? Thank-you

[betterlife]

Yo mustafa, I really hope your doing well. I’m glad you have discovered there is no ‘demon’ only your self. Its all in our minds. You are not alone, we all have demon’s. One day at a time my friend. Pay day is hard for all of us, have you someone close to you that you trust? I give my wages out and get drip fed as and when required. Its not ideal but its the way I address my money. What’s money if your not happy? What’s happiness if you’ve no money? Friends and family bring happiness, easy said than done but at 33 your still good to turn your life around. Try harder my friend. You are not alone.

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