@Larry……I can not thank you enough for taking your time to reply to my post. I’ve read it a couple ***** now and I am sure I will be reading it again. There’s so much truth in your post I need to read and reread it for true understanding.
If I may post the Apostle Paul in his letter to the Romans 7:15, "I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do." Yesterday was a day of gambling again. Husband out of town, money in my drawer that my brother gave me for doing his taxes, free time……….all adds up to a perfect storm.