Hi Bettie. I’m new here and read the title of your first post, and thought to myself, “My God, I hope she’s still with us.”. Lo and behold, 260 pages later, I was pleased to see that you are. Despite all the stumbling blocks, etc., I’m very proud of you for hanging in there. Not due to gambling, but I was at the bottom of a deep, dark hole in 2007, and decided I didn’t want to be here anymore. By the grace of God, He said it wasn’t my day to go. It’s NEVER that bad, ever. You have a lot of friends here, as I can see, to reach out to. God Bless you on your continual journey, and I hope you’re feeling better.
Xoxo