[asdfghost]

Today I’ve tripped over and fell down the same hole after just a week and a few days from my last lose. I hate myself.

I couldn’t abstain from betting just as a drug addict who can’t abstain from substances.

[asdfghost]

Hi kin,

Thank you. Today was not a good day but it was better than yesterday. Because I didn’t gamble today.

I’m walking down the same street for about three years now, with varying success. The first time I fell down that hole I didn’t even acknowledge the fact it exists.

• This reply was modified 1 year, 10 months ago by asdfghost.

[asdfghost]

I failed again today. “Finally” unblocked an old account with a certain amount being left there for months about two weeks ago, played with it for 2-3 days before hitting zero balance. Thought I would stop after that? Nah, it just fed my addiction after almost 4 months of staying away from gambling. Eventually, it happened and now I’m here again. The Day One… no, more like Day Zero. What the f***.

[asdfghost]

Happy New Year to all visitors and posters in this forum, especially to kin.
I’m staying gamble free since November 16th 2023, ended this year on a relatively good note.
I finished almost all of my university tests of December, from 13th of January my exams will start.
You could say I’m too busy to gamble, in the meantime I just play videogames.
In the new year I want to find a job, that basically has to be my only goal now, but I keep delaying inevitable.

[asdfghost]

Hey, kin. I’ve been reading your posts here since… late ’21 if I remember it right, and they played a huge role in my struggles for recovery.
I hate to admit it, but I lost again to my addiction after almost a half of the year of freedom.
My path is nowhere near as long as yours, yet this utterly disgusting thing called gambling has already taken a part of my life away.

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