Thank you for your response.
Yes there is debts and there is interest payment but we are currently not at the point of financial emergency. The only thing that is make me really sad is we worked hard and really watched our spending to be able to save that much money. The money I lost is not only my money, its my wife’s money and my baby’s money.
My wife starting to have acknowledgement of me in the house now, however, I feel so ashame that I’m lost of words when come face to face with her. I did apologize to her through text message few nights ago but I’m not sure what I can say to her will make her feel better. She has been hurted by me so many times.
How can I forget my losses and move on ?
