I feel the same way Betty. My dad was a gambler I grew up at the horse track. I have gone through tens of thousands of dollars, I have bounced checks I am late on my mortage I am scared to death that this demon is taking over. I am spending like 200+ a day 🙁 I got that bet filter thank god its working so far. I cant believe the high I get from gambling its like speed. I get all all fuzzy with a big win then just piss it away. My skin crawls when the money goes down I bark at my kids. I am so ashamed 🙁 I really wish I had never found online casinos