[amg077]

I haven’t been in touch as frequently as I was with this forum.

Well, I am 13 days clean. I have been editing videos, chating with friends, walking and running in the park.

I also watched tennis on tv. Now, without gambling.

The other day a junkie started flirting with me. I feel pity for her. And I did not fell into her game.

I will continue clean, day by day. Little by little

[amg077]

It s great that you dont have account to bet with.

Keep working to continue clean!

[amg077]

Thanks I did it!

[amg077]

This is my longest clean streak since i started regambling on july.

9 days clean and its great. My problem in the past was:

I want to earn more money.

My solution was: gambling

My problem is still the same but now gambling is not my solution. My solution is doing my job the best as I can, and looking for small jobs on internet that pay me little, but anyway I am earning money occasionally.

Activities I have done instead of gambling:

-take youtube courses
-working on youtube videos
-working at my job
-chatting with friends
-chatting in GT

[amg077]

This is my longest clean streak since i started regambling on july.

9 days clean and its great. My problem in the past was:

I want to earn more money.

My solution was: gambling

My problem is still the same but now gambling is not my solution. My solution is doing my job the best as I can, and looking for small jobs on internet that pay me little, but anyway I am earning money occasionally.

Activities I have done instead of gambling:

-take youtube courses
-working on youtube videos
-working at my job
-chatting with friends
-chatting in GT

[amg077]

Thanks for your work man

[amg077]

It has been a week since I fucked it up gambling.

It is a milestone. I will be paying my father soon 250 bucks.

I will receive money coming from an investment this weekend.

I will now post every two days.

Thanks to everyone

[amg077]

Yesterday was a quiet day.

I watched my first soccer game without gambling and everything cool. I am taking some courses and editing Youtube videos as a Hobby. Everything fine so far.

I hope everyone is having a great weekend

[amg077]

I cant believe I am 5 days gambling sober.It’s great. I didn’t go on a date with this girl. She cancelled. Better for my pocket. I watched jackass movie at night. I got paid and I have paid all of my credit cards ( for this month) I think time is my better friend. With time I will earn money and manage it. Never by gambling.

[amg077]

Thanks man! 

Regards

[amg077]

Well, I had a busy day at work. I received a birthday gift from an aunt. 35 bucks. I think this kind of signals are the ones life gives you to stop gambling. It is like, life is gonna help you, just let things happen and don´t look for quick solutions.

I will spend part of this money on a date I have today. I want this girl to join me to a friend wedding. The wedding is in one month. I am editing a video on my free time and reading a book about the history of Mexico. I hope everyone has a great weekend!

[amg077]

I continue free of gambling. I had a kind of nightmare. In this nightmare the boss of my boss watched my credit history and he says…he owes 10k, that is tough…then my boss told him: that doesnt matter, dont worry. In reality I will have to show my credit history to the new company that will hire me in october. I do pay to the bank, but slowly because I also have my personal expenses. That means than in theory I will not have problem to be rehired by another compay in October/November. I am also trying to sell some investments to pay to my father ( I owe him 500 bucks) and to save a little money in case of unemployment. Gambling is and will never be the solution to yout money problems. Tomorrow I get paid, that money goes to pay my credit card debts.By the way, credit card interest rates in Mexico will go down next month. This is a signal to continue paying my debts and never gamble again

[amg077]

Thanks man!

[amg077]

I think it would be better if you don’t go. Maybe you can tell them that you don’t like playing that and therefore you’re gonna get bored if you go.

Anyway, Someone who has had this experience can tell  you more suggestions.

[amg077]

This was a particular day. I didnt get a raise and my job situation will be defined on November, maybe October. I am selling some investments to pay my parents 500 bucks I own them.

At night, Coming from work and arriving home,  I had this sensation of anxiety, but I had already blocked the gambling site and the emails coming form the gambling site. Instead of that, I joined an open grup from GT and I texted with Vera. Helping others is anoter way to avoid to return to gambling.

Lets continue this fight.

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