It’s Sunday! Glad I’m off work today Sunday’s are always so busy. I woke up and was instantly hit with the sense of dread when I remembered what I’ve done. But hey, I guess it’s better than waking up and thinking about trying to win my money back.
I’ve been thinking about my future a lot, something I don’t usually like doing, but I’ve been feeling positive about which is weird. I want to start getting more serious about work and climbing my way up the ladder. Maybe losing this money was a good thing, finally gave me the push I needed to change every aspect of my life. Change things I’ve been trying to change before I even started gambling. I’ve always had little to no confidence, and been insecure about my weight which makes it hard to talk to people. I’ve never been in a serious relationship because I push everyone away that tries to get close to me. So the plan is to start eating healthier, work out, cut down the drinking, stop smoking and yes to more things. I’m not going to overwhelm myself and try to do everything at once.
If anyone’s reading this I hope you are having a good day. Stay positive.
