hi,
my negatives versus positives are a battle…nothing feels better than entering a casino ( they make it that way )
but,,,after it’s done, the low hits with a painful thud. Weirdly it hits, win or lose.
The hurt involves knowing all that could be done instead of gambling..No other one in my case gets hurt from it, but I am compromising the type of person I truly want to be, so I am hurting me .
The only solution I can suggest for myself and maybe for others is “Find your Joy” somehow some way.some play to win, some win to play